its my 55th post.it means nothing
but its the last post of the year 2008.
im not really a resolution kind of person.
not that i dont have any
but well.its for me to know.
its funny how time really flies.
its already the end of the year.
thirty first december 2-0-0-8 babe.
how fast.
getting into poly,school of,you know what lah.
its nothing bad,nursing lah ok.there i say it.
(like somethin bad huh,but no,its fine!)
ok,getting into poly.
getting into P26.into T13.into L04.(my classes)
getting in and out of spyroz(softball club)
getting into Adiratna.into MCC.
into Iftar main comm.
into Kuching Trip.being hitched and then being left.
getting back up on my feet again.
getting to know more people
being with different group of friends
the friends i have and the friends i made.
the old the new ones.
one word,priceless.
family, not forgetting.
here at home,the only present ones
are me and my mum.
my 2nd sis is in Melbourne.
my dad's at work.
my 1st sis with her family.
''not complete'' here.
but what can i expect from them.
what a year,yet again,ive went through
with my family.
im a very bad daughter,i know.He knows.
im holding on.because at the end of the day
they are my strength.my hope.my everything.
how i wish i could express everything to them.
to my mum,actually.
lets just do it here.
im sorry mama,for whatever ive done wrong.
im sorry.
ok.macam ter-sidetrack.
ter-emo kejap.
special dedications:
to fiwasol: you know i love u girls.
we've known each other for 6yrs and counting.
we've been through alot.
rmbr soleha,the ''cold war'' we had.heh!
miscommunication misunderstanding here and there.
but we still grew strong.
im sorry for not being free when you guys are.
and for being free when you guys werent.
but what they invent cellphones for right.hehe.
saranghaeyo girls!
to anis,nisa,husni,ressal:thank you for today.eventhough its just a simple
chit chat session.long one actually.
but its nice to sit down and catch up eyy.
though we dont really have the time to meet
but we'r just a beep away right.
to the 3 of you,all the best for Os results.
im sure it'll be fine.not to worry.
to ressal,jaga tweety tu baik baik ok!
to sidekicks:-SAFIAH,mintak ampun sebab selalu panggil Subway ye.
and jangan tinggalkan Adiratna pls after stepdown.PLS.=)
hehe.and to the rest of the sidekicks.
Kiki,Dayah,Amz,Mel,Fiqa,Irma
thank you for being the people i can call friend.
and thank you for backing me up the last time.
thank you for 8th October.
thank you for spending ur 8th October with me.
to Atiqa,Yanti and Eerababy. =P
Y3A! babes.im glad ive found you people.everything just feel right when im with you ppl.
i had fun myself making you ppl laugh and smile.
and i never and never will
regret being ur dearest Kak Tek.
love you all.
to Syarifah , Dian , Kak Ayu , pusatanto Effa:
im so thankful i found a friend in you.
eventhough the difference of age
we clicked.
im thankful to the attachment posting.
im thankful to the Kuching Trip.
but im thankful to Him to have found you.
insyaAllah persahabatan ini akan berkekalan.
amin.
ok done with dedications.
now for myself.
i guess i suffered enough.
love life i mean.
i lost someone.
and i wish him all the best with his partner.
and now im moving on.
i have moved on actually.
im wishing right now.
and i really hope it'll come true.
pray for me.
thank you.
thats 2008.
hello 2009.
all i ask,is for 2009 to be like 2008.
but a better one ofcourse.
im doing great with the company.
the friends i mean.
alhamdulilah.i love them all.
thats already fine for me.
ok i think its time for me to hit
the publish button.
wanted to post this before it hit 12.
but its already 12.20.
and im jealous cos he can catch fireworks
infront of his doorstep.
sheesh!
ok then.
goodbye 2008.
Happy New year and Salam Maal Hijrah
to the rest of the people i know.
cousins.classmates.AMINE.and everyone else too ya.