im sure. im yours

and so are you.

2011-05-03T18:18:00.003+08:00

sister shared this with me.

and i would like to share with all of you too.

remember always that soft touches will change you

and stay with you longer that hard ones.

that being alone means you'r free.

that old lovers miss you and new lovers want you

and the one you'r with is the one you're meant to be with.

that the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers

and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them.

that everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough.

that every time you think a sad thought,

you can think a happy one instead.

that you control that completely.

that the people who make you laugh are more beautiful that beautiful people.

that you laugh more than you cry.

that crying is good for you.

that the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

that your friends are reflections of the best parts of you.

that you are more than the sum total of the things you know

and how you react to them.

that dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

that the most embarassing, awkward moments of your life are only

remembered by you and no one else.

that no one judges you when you walk into a room

and all they really want to know, is if you're judging them.

that what you make and what you do with your time is more important

than you'll ever fathom and should be treated as such.

that the difference between a job and art is passion.

that neither defines who you are.

that talking to strangers is how you make friends.

that bad days end but a smile can go around the world.

that life contradicts itself, constantly. that that's why it's worth living.

that the difference between pain and love is time.

that love is only as real as you want it to be.

that if you feel good, you look good but it doesnt always work the other way around.

that the sun rise each day

and its up to you each day if you watch it.

that nothing matters up until this point.

that what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future.

forever, that rain is beautiful.

and so are you.

i, her comrade.

2011-05-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

from someone who is such a dearest.

what is it about you,

your stunning beauty within or out matters not

the poles just screaming for each other

your smell

your voice

your hair

your everything perks me up

your in my every thought

in my every dream

you fascinate me in ways i wont believe

in ways that inspire me

in ways that queries me

what is it about you

the deep concern you hold

the deep dislike you keep

lowering my oride each second

each minute

every our

every heartbeat

every breath

you are the curiosity that instills in me

the never ending question

the enigma

the mona lisa that always smile

you create an air surrounding me suffocating me

making me die for the knowledge

killing me with your every look

every breath

eureka has hit

i'll never find the reason why

why the sky is blue

why life is so unfair

thou has always astonish this wonder of eyes

these sinful lips of pleasure

forever shall thou fascinate this heart

for i shalt love thee

for the companion

for the kinship thee has with me.

dedicated to a comrade, she says.

commitments.

2010-08-24T21:54:00.005+08:00

commitments.

it may be scary.

it may be a heavy step.

but maybe it is a stepping stone

to more happy days

more laughters

but most important

commitment

'' I do ''

once officialised

no regrets

no way turning back,

no U-turn lane people.

because when you know you'r with the right one

THE one

you'll hear the hum of love songs

the wind will brush through your cheeks

perhaps that only happens in love stories

in hindi movies

but you'll never know.

commit or not commit.

miss.

2010-08-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

its funny how close and comfortable one get with the other.

every moment will be spent together.

only one person comes to mind

when you cant handle a situation

when things go out of hand

when there is a happy occasion

when a cute boy pass by

there's only a person

you would tell your secrets to

how somebody is acting like a jerk towards you

how is that guy's build

what cca he part-takes

bottom line

you would go anywhere

would do anything

talk all day all night

do the crappiest things

together.

but that chapter,

who knows

wont last that long

but for how long more?

__________________________________________________________________

what happened to the word..................miss.

i miss you, you and you.

huda's little day.

2010-06-20T11:57:00.006+08:00

dedication to Norhuda Maksom.

it was an honour to witness your ''little'' day, truly, really.

may you always be happy

may you get the joyous of days

may your days be filled with laughters

and may you share your every day with Rafie,

till your ''big'' day comes.

congratulation to the both of you.

God Bless.

oh kekanda ku

2010-06-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

walau berjauhan

suaramu mengakhiri penantian

____________________________________________________________________

Malam pertama sangat sempurna

Duhai adinda sungguh jelita

Selama ini hanya kau yang kutunggu
Bukannya rahsia di antara kita

Semakin membara jiwa gelora

Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku
Tak mudah kumelupakanmu

Hanya engkau yang kuperlu

Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku

Apa saja yang kau mahu

Semua untukmu oh adindaku

Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku

Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu

Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu

Oh adindaku oh adindaku

Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Walau berjauhan

Suaramu mengakhiri penantian

Tabah mengharungi cinta

Semua dugaan Maha Esa

Semua untukmu oh adindaku

Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku

Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu

Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu

Oh adindaku oh adindaku

Semua kerana, kerna kamu

- Lah Ahmad

day 1.

2010-06-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

070610 - day one

miss my Batman.

maybe i should wear the Batman shirt tmr eyy.

akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu

akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu

akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu.

selalu.

2010-02-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

memang benar ku mengaku

masa ku selalu dicuri tugasan

hingga kan ada kalanya

kau terpaksa menunggu diriku disitu

jangan pula kau menyangka

ku tak ambil kisah

kerna kau perlu tahu

meskipun jarak memisah

kau tetap hadir dihatiku

selalu.

bereavement.

2010-01-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

06.10.2004

al fateha.

from a 14 year old point's of view.

it is not seen by the naked eye.

the tumour grows slow, but it can spread fast.

CANCER.

just a 6 digit word.

but it can minus a lot more years off your life.

the disease holder may not feel any pain,

thats the pain there.

heart.

2010-01-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

close to heart.

note to self, quoted:

''u are nvr always ther,bt u are always ther in our hearts.

and when u are here fr us, u are always making us smile.'' eera darlynke

that made my day. thank you.

parents.

2010-01-13T21:15:00.004+08:00

apakah hari-hari ku akan mendung sebegini?

atau bisa aku berlayang-layang di kala langit kelihatan biru?

_____________________________________________

buat siapa yang bergelar ibunda,

ku mencari-cari ,

apakah salah ku?

aku tidak mahu lagi

airmata membasahi pipimu

setitik pun tidak mahu ia menyinggah bumi

tapi,

hanya,

apa?

doamu.

2010-01-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

diketuk pintu hati

kau kunci persahabatan ini

datang

pergi

pulang lalu kembali lagi

datang

pergi

terus hilang mendiam diri

tangisan dalam ketawa

kesayuan dalam senyuman

katamu,

''ingatlah aku dalam doamu.''

friends?

2010-01-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

mujse dosti karoge?

2009 to 2010.

2010-01-09T19:11:00.012+08:00

i guess my eyes will always carry a ''bag''

be it morning

day or

night

no im not gonna kill myself

by being crushed by a KTM train

i just love the scene of a railway station.

call it crap.

i love it.

turning 20 this 2010.

8th october 2010.

seems far.

but turning a year older.

with the big '2' infront.

im kinda paranoid.

and i love photography like that.

the ilham comes more when im alone.

i guess.

=))

finally i get to donate blood.

20th october,was it?

so..gotta wait for 20th january

for the next one.

eat more iron tablets.

lets gooo!

usually

i only dress in tee and jeans.

its always

tees and jeans, tees and jeans.

now from this.

to more of this clothings.

insyaAllah.

no more Gurga,my dear aunt.

=))

have a great 2010 ahead my love ones.

salam.

mischievous.

2010-01-09T18:32:00.004+08:00

mischievous.
mis-chie-vous (adj.)
given a meaning of causing mischief or
playful in a naughty or teasing way.

__________________________________

i swear, my expression-less face looks fierce and stern
what you call it.
but i sure do caused trouble as well.
to lots lots of people.
intentionally or unintentionally.

intentional ones are for those whom i seriously dislike,
for example those who call me Roslan instead of Amira.

unintentional for instance breaking a keychain.
thats unforgivable to a certain extent.okayyy.i get it.
and i truly apologies

mischievous as i can get.
the serious and fierce look just can brush off.

i guess NSL lessons always get me mischievous.
visit my NSL lesson some time.you'll see.
hehe.

___________________________________________________

Noridah Idris's wedding ceremony tomorrow.
10th January 2010.
the date seems auspicious. hehe.
all the best for your solemnization
and may tomorrow be a blast for you and partner.
rindu kak ida in eye shadow! *ehem*

___________________________________________________

salam.

depression?

2010-01-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

tell me,
am i depressed?

stoned.

2009-12-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

im stoning.
im thinking.
im quietly thinking.
my brain cells are enjoying themselves.
yet im not.

i told someone,
''in our every walks of life,
we will feel left out,3 out of 5 times.''

maybe i should take back my words.
maybe that's the worst words i could have
told a person.

its funny how we can help a person with their
issues but we have our own issue.

but im pretty much sure
atleast 2 out of 5 times
in my life
i have feel depressed.
lucky you,im not suicidal.

(sings,''suicidal suicidal...'')

yes,lucky im not suicidal
if not a staff nurse would inform
her student nurse to ''wash'' me.
(inside joke)

so thats it.

salam.

zikir.

2009-12-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

tidurlah kasih tidurlah sayang

aku dodoi nyanyikan lagu kasih

lagu kasih

kekasih, dengarkan

alunan syahdu iramaku

kekasih, hayati

dalam tiap puri mimpi-mimpi

di dodoi di dodoi dodoi di dodoi

aku dodoi lagu kasih

di dodoi di dodoi dodoi di dodoi

zikir kasih

di dodoi di dodoi dodoi di dodoi

aku dodoi lagu kasih

di dodoi di dodoi dodoi di dodoi

zikir kasih

sunshine

2009-12-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

you are my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy

when skies are grey.

regrets

2009-12-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

teenage kid~

we may just be a juvenile
a teenager
but we have the same feeling,
the same needs as adults
but with some thoughts
some education,
you can save yourself,little one.

not saying its against the law
not saying you dont have the rights to
i believe life is fair
life will be more fun if you put
some seriousness and play time in it
just,at the right time.

commitment.
spell it.
spell it like you mean it.
interprate it the way you like and want it to be.
just,one advice,
be ready.
limber up,bro.

ps: this post is not meant for anyone in particular.
just a thought.

pss:i want to change my phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

psss: i know the 'pss' has no link. hehe.

salam,my friends.

gelora

2009-12-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

inspirasi: gelora

________________________________________

gila bayang dibuatnya

enggan berpisah walaupun sementara

langit biru namun awan berkelabu

ombak menemani sepiku

di ruang rindu, katanya kita kan bertemu

apa kan daya

tidak sehari,

seribu tahun ku kan menanti.

~amira roslan

seribu kali sayang.

2009-12-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

____________________________________________

wanita: sayang you,you know.

jejaka: ye ke...sejauh mane tu?

wanita: sejauh mane eh? sejauh mana si nelayan menyelami samudera.

jejaka: ye ke..lambat laun nelayan pun akan pulang juga.

wanita: pulang atau tidak,jauh ke dekat,hatinya tetap pada yang satu.

wanita: jika ku kembali kan soalan nya, sejauh mana cinta mu?

jejaka: sejauh mane?ianya bagai kan mataair yang keluar dari bumi.

wanita: mataair yang keluar dari bumi. bukan kah lama untuk

kita mengalami itu. mungkin beribu tahun.

dan jika begitu,beribu tahun lah cinta mu pada ku?

jejaka:bukan setakat beribu sayang...

wanita: lalu?

jejaka: makanya, rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi.

wanita: *awwwww-ed!''

____________________________________________

kalau pekare cinte,mane bise dipakse pakse

2009-11-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

salam

8th November
a date to remember.
its not just a month after my very birthday.
its not just my cousin's wedding anniversary.
its not just 10 days away from eera's birthday.
its not just the day Adiratna took part in Piala Seni Dikir 4.

its the day we prove to others (general)
what we'r capable of.
yes,
we went home with just certificate of participation
but
we went home with satisfaction
its a team's effort
after all the ''maki'' we got from our beloved brother
after days we ''maki maki'' each other
point is,
minus any mistakes anyone did on stage
im sure each and everyone of you had fun up there.

final say,
''dikibas kibas sayap bak pelangi
Adiratna kembali menyinari pentas seni.
ADIRATNA''

sayang korang lah.

____________________________________________________________________

C.I.N.T.A K.I.T.A

mula mula semua kelihatan
indah. suci.

sering ketemu
saling mengenali

pasti
bibit bibit pahit akan menyinggah

apa yang dikata
yang disampaikan
yang dilakukan
semua dianggap salah

namun itu semua harus dihentikan
''jangan melukai si dia lagi,'' kata si hati.
hubungan ini harus diperbaiki
cuba ubah segalanya
malangnya..
malang nasib ku.

maaf tetap maaf

sayang tetap sayang
rindu tetap rindu
kasih tetap kasih

cinta tetap cinta

dengan itu
hargai lah masa
hargai lah dia
hargai lah cinta nya

si arif budiman khabarkan
ingati lah pesanan,

kegembiraan yang paling manis
dan
kesedihan yang paling pahit
adalah CINTA.

__________________________________________________________________

okok.
dah dah.
anywayssssss

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY toooooo

NUR AMEERA SENEN
and
SITI RAUDAH
and
NUR HAZWINAH

i dunno if you girls read my post
but..
my best wishes for you all.
may you have THE greatest 18th november.

till then
sayonara.
have a great day week ahead people.

XOXO.
nyehehehehe.

dont leave me.

2009-10-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

salam.

okayyyyyy...
from ramadhan,till syawal
from vacation till school reopens.
one week since school starts.
and i havent been updating my blog.
even kiki se-busy-busy gilerrrr,
boleh update.nyehehehe.
whatever!

well..
u want any updates from me.
check out facebook lah ye.
hehe.
jkjk.

________________________________________________

i showed you whatever i had to.
i got it out.
i hope it was the correct move.
i thought about it,positively.
i hope you'll take it in,positively as well.

this ring i put on
its engraved with MIRRA
this ring is just a week old
but i wish i wish i'll have it on,untuk selamanya.

2009-09-18T21:02:00.004+08:00

salam.

its been a long while.

blogger is being a pain in the arse

with only me i guess.

i couldnt upload photos.

so mcm susah nk cerita kisah hal ehwal saya lah kan.

hehe.

Ramadhan is leaving us.

Syawal is here again.

insyaAllah it will be a blast,like it always have been.

till we meet again with Ramadhan the next year.

insyaAllah.amin.

im here at my cousin's place.

i went here alone with amirza.

but om amirr accompanied us.

=))

great to see you.

till then.

Salam Ramadhan dan Eid Mubarak

buat semua sahabat handai

rakan dan taulan.

maafkan diri ini jika pernah

bergurau,berjenaka

jika pernah membuat dosa

dalam sedar atau tidak,

sesungguhnya manusia tidak dapat lari dari dosa.

sepuluh jari dihulur,maaf zahir batin.

someone's birthday's cominggggggg.

Syawal pulak tu.jealous aku!sheesh!

hehe.

till we meet again for Jalan Raya people.

salam sayang,

Amira Roslan.

heres the photos for today:

Amirza & Om Amirr

the three of us.

amira.amirr.amirza.

geram.

2009-08-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

salam.

as what liana calls it.
mr red light has just turned green.
not literally,green.
but ya.
alhamdulilah.
yay yay!

blogger is really an ***.
so..i insist on not updating.
nyahahahaha.
siape lah yang sudi bace kan.

ouhhhh.
friday's Iftar with main comm.
i loike!
little miss fiza,watch out!
lepas buka,nasib kau.
telup celur betul.
hehe.evil i know.

okok.
anyhooos..
i know i owe alot of parties,
meet ups and dates.
i met husni the other,and i so miss him.
and ecal and anis and nisa la.hehe.

hizwani just sms-ed.
that reminds me of sol and fi.
haizzz.

mama kinda merajok.
so im thinking,mcm mane nk keluar gini eh.
but..come on ami.

okok.
selamat berbuka semua.
padahal dah kul 9.
ok.

salam.

late.

2009-08-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

salam.

lets see...
my last post was on 3rd aug.

woahh!
thats lonnnggg.

i cant seem to upload photos.
and photos always do the talking.
so till blogger is not insane.
and till im done with exams.
i shall update whatever event took place
on a later date.

with that
salam ramadhan to all muslim friends.
and to non-muslim friends.
stay away!
hehe.
kidding!

so selamat menyambut ramadhan semua.
semoga diberi ketenangan dan kekuatan menghadapi
hari hari ini.
dengarlah lagu-lagu raya sebagai motivasi.
ok gurau jek.
hehe.
salam ramadhan.
ami rindu semua.
sehingga berjumpa.

hello..asal melayu habis ni.
okok.

all the best to all having exams.

goodnight.

kahwinnnn!

2009-08-03T03:54:00.030+08:00

salam.

02-08-09

Abang Sumantri's Solemnization

with Nazirah.

i was the photographer

alongside with Nazirah's friend.

here are some photos snapped.

first big shoots for me.

pernikahan dok.

sudi lihat:

he finished praying,dont worry. (i made him pose)

mas kahwin, sebentuk cincin.

hantaran termasuk,tumit maha tinggi ini.

abang was so tensed on the way to bride's

place,bedok.

menunggu ketibaan tok kadi.

persetujuan pengantin perempuan,nazirah.

thats a huge chapter there.

aku terima nikahnya....sah? sah? sah!

groom's father,all smiley.

doa kesyukuran.

Abg:here i come my princess.

kami dari pihak pengantin lelaki,

ingin mengucapkan

selamat pengantin baru.

below are photos taken outdoor

at marine parade:

awwwwww!

favourite photo of the week.

so congrats to abang and nazirah.

semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat

hendaknya.

lovey dovey selalu.

so kepada sesiapa yang inginkan

seorang juru gambar yang tidak

begitu bertauliah,

ringankan lah tangan dan

hubungi saya,

Amira di talian 96755930.

untuk apa saja majlis.

pernikahan,per-khatan-an.

hari lahir.apa jua majlis.

sudi mampir ke hadapan.

terima kasih.

=))

im so sick of love.

2009-07-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

salam.

hello people of the world.
how are you?
im finely sick right now.

2 days at home at my bibik said
i look darker.
whatttt?
kot aku duduk rumah lagi gelap eh?
tk logic tk logic.

oh wells.
monday during NSL i was already sneezing away.
netti temp was 38.
and nisa was having a cough.
tuesday got to know neither the three went to sch.
netti temp was even higher 40.6.
kimakkkkkk!
kesian net.kene quarantine ye.
nisa no news yet.i'll sms soon.
hehe.

and as for me.
still like this.
fever went down already.
still having flu and cough though.
i have mc till tmr.but i guess i'll go down for training.
check on the girls.

ok lah.
i guess i see u ppl around.
taking the care.

those i call friends.

2009-07-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

a sympathetic friend can be quite as dear as a brother ~ Homer

_____________________________________________________

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it
Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

dedicated to that comrade.

trainings and finally THE show.

2009-07-22T00:37:00.019+08:00

salam.

last saturday was NE show2.
i told myself that i cant get mad the kids.
tiap tiap minggu marah pon naik benci

budak budak tu karang

but apape pon tetap kene melenting.

BAIK sgt bdk bdk ni sebenarnye.

plus,it wasnt enjoyable for me.

it wasnt the kids.

in a way,we can laugh over

their belo-ness and slenger-ness.

and i sang ''vada mappilley'' for the St Andrews boys.

upon their dying request in wanting me to sing.
so much for your $10 guys.

smack ur bums then you know.

that aside,will be looking forward for this saturdays show.

hope we'll hv more fun this time round.

come on man.1 NE and 1 preview more.

NDP here i comeee.

__________________________________________________

sunday the 19th.

was.....LYNNO's BDAY!

happy 18th babe.

i saw u when i was up there.haha.

ok i dunno whats with that but ya.

hehe.

sunday also was the PRP day.

it was nerve wrecking

with the rain pouring.
with my throat itching.

wah..rhyme eyy!
hehe.

ok dah.photos time.

at Sunplaza Park-training

told you we were training at a park.

yaty perasan die model untuk Mac.

rebanist dah gian nak main awok.hehe.

i literally asked them to laugh just for the shot.haha!

favourite photo for the week.

you dont want to show herry this.mati aku.

check out me dayah and kiki.

during training.lunch break.

otw to kampung chai chee.

nervous i tell you.

after performance.

waiting for results.

my loves.

i swear i dunno how i would have react

if it didnt turn out like what it turned out to be.

but alhmadulilah.

next time eyy.

see you later,alligator.

_______________________________________________

its the 6th, 21st.

see you tmr.

ummm..later?hehe.

ps: she thinks im still mad.

chillax yo.

whatsnot.

2009-07-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

salam.

am in school's library.
just finished typing NR.alhamdulilah.
i hope there wont be another phone call diverted to my home.
grrrr.

soleha smsed yday morning like 1+ am.
i was sleeping and i just open the msg and exit and locked my phone.
continued sleeping.until only 12hour later that i realised she smsed me.
only then i replied her sms.
im so sorry hor.
and that me realised i miss u girls.
i met fa on monday i think.at BP int.she didnt realise i was there.
until i board the bus.haha.apa dah.
sorry girls, i dunno when will i be free so i cant promise a date.
but sms me okay.beep me if theres anything.rindu!!!!

haiya.
will be having lecture at 3.
its alr 2.27.have to make my way to LT79.
kimakkkkkkkkkk!
hehe.sor sor.

tomorrow's NDP.
that calls for NE 2 show.
pray hard it wont rain.
so for Pendikir09 (abg Rosley calls us that),
do bring extra undergarments and toiletries.
sedia kan payung sebelum hujan ye.
hehe.

saturday satu hal,sunday lain hal pulak.
come on ami.jia you!
and to the other NDP participants and
my cengkeriks,my best wishes okay!
hug hug!

ok ciao.
jauh dok nk jalan gi LT79.

ps: rindu korang la!!!!!!!!!!
sesiape terase tu,aku rindu korang kot.hahaha.

it will come to you anyways.

2009-07-13T09:37:00.000+08:00

salam.

im in lecture but my ears are not paying any attention.
hehe.my ears eh.

saturday was gerek.
its been awhile since I play in the rain.and I was practically dancing in the rain with yanti, eera iqa wanny.
hujan lebat selebatnye but we werent frowning.
pity the primary school bdk2 though.

and my body is soooo aching.
ini penat dari 2minggu lepas eh terbawak smpi sat,sun hingga ke hari ini.
zapppppp.penat!
endure ami endure!

ouh anyways,
im somehow in the emo mood.
nothing happened.
im gd with Duta.
don't worry.hehe.
but.....ya.
just emo.
__________________

we are the world
we are the children
we are the ones who make a brighter day
so let's start giving

there is a choice we're making
were saving our own lives

it's true we'll make a better day,
just you and me
- a song by MJ
that touched me and im sure you too.

__________________

thou has always astonish this wonder of eyes
these sinful lips of pleasure
forever shalt thou fascinate this heart
for i shalt love thee
for the companion
for the kinship thee has with me.
- dedicated to comrade,she said.

__________________

kala ku pandang kerlip bintang nun jauh disana.
=))

updates.

2009-07-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

salam.
it has been awhile.
just got back from NDP rehearsal.
today's the full dress rehearsal.
its a relief we'r wearing slippers instead but takot jatuh lah pulak kn.
andd today's fun fun fun minus the pekik2 at bdk2 yg sungguh dengar kate,I enjoyed myself.with kiki and yanti and the boys n girls surrounding during chapter 10.superb eyy!?

ouh.last weds! what was it?
met Duta,went to watch Ice Age3 at Bugis after meeting up with Kiki awhile.movies at 7.10pm.
after movies straight back hm.
thx for the treat b,nxt time i treat eh.

oh oh oh.
I forgot about last sunday's superbly enjoyable,bisingest moments spent with fellow Adiratnas at Botanic Garden.
we celebrated Adiratna's 5th anni.
sorry for the late celebration ye kakakS.but everyone sure do had fun.
alhamdulilah dan insyaAllah berkekalan silaturahmi nye ye.amin.

okok.
mcm penat2 gitu kan!
ahhhh kan!
ahhh kan!(only ndp ppl wud understand this.hehe!)

ok sehingga berjumpa lagi.
salam sayang dan selamat mlm.

.

2009-06-09T18:22:00.004+08:00

salam.

im here in school's lib still.

reached at abt 10.30AM just now.

netti came at abt 11, zana at 12.30

and beatrix,record breaker, 3++pm.

haha.beatrix beatrix.

tommorow would be NS2 paper.

alot more fun than NS1.

ok its quite saddening and depressing to

have to resit for NS1.(if i need to lah)

i dont like that moduleeeeee.

but yeah,someone said,i have got to like it

to pass it.grrrr.

okok.im over Ns1.

after alot of writing

speaking aloud in the cafe with zana and netti and beatrix

im quite prepared for NS2 so bring it.

cheeyyyy!

common test and exams periods

i'll be like all semangat to come down to library

and write notes yadayadayada.hehe.

so you'll see a do not disturb sign on my forehead.

ok lah,im exaggerating.

just dont ask me out.

the probability of a yes answer will be very very low.

hehe.

after that blh lah.

ouhhh tmr there's gonna be bahas.

our very own Cendekiawan(s)

will be against Madrasah Aljunied Al-Islamiah.

it will be held near Tampines Library.

Bahas starts at 3.30pm so if you guys interested

do come down

cos i'll be there for youuu...(F.R.I.E.N.D.S song)

hehe.

so yeah.

ouhhh....

Happy Belated Birthday to my dearest DEK!

hope you like the not-so-nice board i came up with

and hope you enjoyed your sunday.

sayannnngggg kauuu!

XOXO

ok time check

its 6.30pm.

blaja blaja blaja.

and i will leave in an hours' time.

my best wishes for those sitting for

Common test.for upcoming papers.

jia you!

till then,

miss me like i will miss you.

foccc all the wayy.

2009-05-25T23:44:00.031+08:00

salams.

im back from FOC.padahal dah monday.

hehe.

it started off with dinner, games and then
the nightwalk,which bloody an arab
scared the shits out of me.his mouth ahh.

but what the hell,we shared alot while waiting.

we slept at abt 3 ++ am?
i think so.peh sejukkkkk.
bangun pagi ku gosok gigi!

hehe.mandi and help kiki zizi with the food

before making our way to JLP first before the campers.

we were preparing and

i was gantung-ing my pineapples all the way.

i swear i can sleep waiting for fahmi adee and the campers.

skali saw one whole troupe coming towards my area.

zaaappp.panick skjap.

the best part was looking for our ''lost'' member.

challenge between heads and other 2 members.

gotta pretend i know nothing.yada yada.hehe.

end up, sorry geng,Delima menang.
hazril dalam hati maki je siot.hahaha.

thats not the end of day2.
we had PPWT and Anak Seni as guest performers.
PPWT had their keris(es) at showcase.

while Anak Seni entertained us with their bollywood

samba and dangdut numbers.kimekkkk.

enjoy pe!

haha.nasib dorang tk panggil aku keluar joget.

nasib fiza and irmama lah ye.malu konon!chis.
hehe.
then had group performance.

karaoke night,where heads got ''sabo-ed''
lucky i know the song.hehe.
couple got sabo-ed as well.

in a way i was lucky
but on the other hand,how i wish he was there.
nyehehehe.okok.dah eh korang.

but damn..i miss being a camper.

tsk tsk.

its ok.i had fun anyways.

with Delima turned Dilemma for the whole 3 days.

hahaha.an an.

with the main comm.with the other heads singing to Joget Lambak.

with dayah kiki to Kopi Dangdut.

not to miss the babies.
with the female campers in their bunk.

ouh and i like disturbing fiza.
sorry lah opal.hehe.

enjoy the photos below lah ye.
over at JLP

honoured pe fiza 1st gmbr jek gmbr kau.hehe.

setibanya di JLP.
ahh jalan korang jalan..

the groups at pineapple station.

my station, duh!=p

baik sepit.

here's presenting my group.

DELIMA..!

lu orang takda papa

korang takda papa.hehe.

aku tak lupe,liana makcik pon Delima jugak.

lastly,HIPHIP HOORAY main comm!

laterz.

happy happy.

2009-05-21T12:51:00.002+08:00

its the 21st todayy.

A B C D E F G H I
J K L M
N O P Q R S T U V W X
Y Z, i love you.
for duta-ku.

jai ho.

2009-05-13T18:37:00.004+08:00

i seriously miss india.
someone helpppppp!
its been weeks.almost month now.
but i wanna go there again.
how about OIP eyy,renu,effa?
faizah nuraini shirley,sorry lah.
u guys cant visit Jomson no more.
hehehehe.

i miss waking up to the scotching sun.
i miss having to wake the 2 girls up.
i miss queuing up for the toilet.
i miss having meals with them.
i miss the rides on the AC bus.
i miss the maini rides around the university.
i miss the visits to the rural area,
to the rural health clinic with Dr Vimala,
to the brinjal and pepper and padi field.
i miss the coconut and sea coconut drinks.
i miss hanging out at the cafeteria with them.
spending most of our money on foods.
the games with OIP team and Jomson and friends.
the shopping.the Tantra(R pelat) shirts.the levis jeans!
all of them.

i miss india trip.
cant wait for the post gathering.
cant wait to hang out with them all over again.
if time permits.

till then.

growing old.

2009-05-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

what words can be associated with old?

white hair.

what causes a person to have white hair?

medically, probably because of the lack of melanin pigment.

because production of melanin will affect the eyes, skin and hair too.

or probably because you'r too stress.

not eating the right diet also is one of the factor.

one gets paranoid if he/she finds out he/she has

even a strand of white hair.

but for some,thats how it goes.

the older you get, the more it grows.

but just as what Albert Camus once said,

''to grow old is to pass from passion to compassion.''

____________________________________________________________________

inspiration

2009-05-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

you have to whistle your own tune

you have to walk along the track yourself

nobody else can lead you

nobody else can really help you

once you get the feeling that it is your responsibilty,

it is the most freeing thing in the world.

____________________________________________________________________

its been a while eyy.

2009-04-26T16:17:00.019+08:00

haloooooooooooo!

amahokoy!

ok serious i know i should've just
dump this blog long time agoo.

so anws,
im in year 2 right now.
for those who dont know.(who doesnt?)
still in HS duhhh!
hehe.
ok crap.

whats more important,
i just got back from India.
Humara India.
hehe.

its fun fun fun.
with effa, renu, faizah, nuraini,
the see-craw shirley i mean.
let me recall the others,

there's abu,khai,fairuz,abg zul, raymond, dihao

nurul, aifah, ning, priscilla, ling,

li ling, lihui, junfen, yushuang, sandra, shiying

huifang,jiexin,cheryl, jia min, xinmin

who else i miss.
ouh OIP people also.

kak wati,zina,shahidah,durga and the rest.

i miss india actually.

the hostel,the hardwooden bed.
the washing of cloths.the shopping.
all the time spent with everyone.
im missing it,and will miss it still.

but life has to go on.

i got alot of things in mind.
its goona be a busy semester.year infact.
with 2.2, ndp, and the girls.

and it goes on.

may luck be with me

not that its gonna be bad.
but pray hard for me.

so...

here are some memories of India.
YEP Chennai,India.

29th march-12th april '09

and home swwet home.

i'll miss the moments in Chettinad Health City.

in Chennai.in Spencer Plaza.

in the padi fields,pepper,brinjal fields.

the not-so-strong air-conditioned buses.

the coconut drink,sea coconuts.

the canteen.Muttu.wahahaha.

basically,everything.

alright.

till then.

hello Singapore.

and hello busy-days.

amahay!

amahokoy!

2009-03-07T13:09:00.003+08:00

amahokoy!

just a quick shout out to everyone.

AMI MISSES YOU!
everyone lah ok.

busy with attachment.
so i see u guys when i see ya.

ouh..
bile nk results ni??
cant wait!!!
hehe.
okok.
ciaos.

adiratna,rindu korang!!!!

ahamay.

its not over.

2009-02-25T12:47:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.

(kepada semua dan terutamanya,
Netti Sunarti bte ....)
saya dengan sukacitanya
mengumumkan bahawasanya
anak bulan telah mengesahkan
peperiksaan tamat pada 24februari 2009.
ok bye.

its overrr.
exams overr!
i never could have smiled doing exams
for the past years.
and for the past week.
during exams i could actually smile
to myself while doing the papers.
especially CMBIO.
dr eugene,its not so bad eyy.
trying to scare us?
haha.
kidding.
ok exams over.
comes prep for AGM.
and attachment.
dang!

as i said before my computer's down.
im here in the sch lib.
sanggup pe turun.
no lah.
im here to book rooms and stuff
through SDAR.so ya.if not i wouldnt care coming.
ok besides training and whatsoever else lah ok.

later on meeting the T05 ppl.
menumpang je aku ye.
dah org ajak.takkan tolak eh.
hehe.
exams over mah.
i need a break.

would she understand?
ask myself.grrr.
ouh quarrelled abt somethings.
things.ya.
why make a big fuss.
just give your blessings.
its theirs.we'r there to be happy
and if they'r happy,we'r happy.
people forget.people make mistakes.
i didnt say im always right.
i didnt say you'r always wrong.
one thing leads to another.
hmmph!

okok.
gotta go.
exams over.
im so so so happy.
no words to describe.
but..its good
its good its GOOD.
hehe.
ok happy holidays ppl.
for those whose exams just started.
like mel..hehe.blaja rajin2 ye!

quoted:
''ku bersyukur kerna ko sahabat yg bekesabaran mengaja
ku sampai ku mampu duduk di bangku peperiksaan sambil
tersenyum!wah..nangis!''

haha.
alalalalalala.
sedih nye.
tangisan dalam ketawa....
haha.
ok.
selamat maju jaya semua.(??)
haha.
have a good day.

wassalam.

AAP

2009-02-17T17:20:00.002+08:00

amahokoy.

im here in school's library.
got back from subway.
got cookies.
yum yum.

was revising AAP since 11am.
with breaks ofcourse.
my bum hurts sitting
on the chair(its comfy though)
for hours.

this morning i rushed to top up
my ezlink concession.
bought newpaper.
and there it was.
the article on Jordan's case.
i got to know last wednesday.
blood clot.confirmed brain dead.
i couldnt focus during class.
furthermore during tests.
my condolences to Jordan's family.
i wasnt there for any visits or funeral.
may his soul to rest in peace.

ouh,
happy happy birthday amirr hamzah!

okok.
revision has progressed very well.
atleast for me.
i think?
tomorrow i'll revise for
pharmaco instead of fon.
full of n....
hehe.
no lah.
theres many words to revise.
wordy wordy wordy.

okay..
lets see.
i miss baby.
i miss iqa.
i dont miss yanti cos i met her yday and tday.
i miss nisa but i just saw her just now.
i miss effa but i just phoned her just now.
i miss wanie afie soleha.
not so much of soleha.cos we smsed.=)
ok..i miss alot of ppl.
its like the end of the yr already.
but its not.
damn.

tmr's interview with hakim.
damn damn damn.
dont ask.

ok
shall get back to aap.
study hard and smart ppl!

ahamay.

2009-02-14T17:38:00.004+08:00

some random photos.

over at ECP during chinese new year.

we are all behind you aqeela.

your a strong babygirl.

my model.

mintak kene sepak i knowwwww!

my valentine.

2009-02-14T16:53:00.003+08:00

amahokoy!

its 14th february.

nahh.
im not out with him.
yday catched Slumdog Millionaire though.
it was worth it.and worth my treat.
HAHA.no lah.ok..ikhlas.

im at my cousin's new place now.
mama want to urut her.
so we all came by for a visit.
mama got me a necklace.
fuhoooo!thank u!

assignments and group discussions
are all over.
but the tense is still here.
exams starting next friday.
ends on the next tues.
then attachment comes.
soon im off to india.
for yep.
youth expedition program.
i guess this would be my last trip with HS.
all those cash.haizz.
so ya.
i cant wait for india.yet i CAN wait.
get me?
because of that person lah.
matured yet not matured girl.
damn i dislike her.
hate is too cruel.
ok whatever.

and im sad i cant join the KGMS comp.
its on the 5th april.
but i wont be back till 12th.
and furthermore its Wanie's bdae.
grrrrr.
ouhh..maybe heading to KL after india.
take bus from Larkin with Effa.

Effaaaa....i want to be there pleasee!
ok maybe not.
respect.

alright alright.

a quote from a DJ,
''i dont need a date
cos' i got 2 men in my life
Mr Ben and Mr Jerry''
=))
_________________________________________________

tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
akupun sadari ku segera berlari

cepat pulang cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
firasatku
ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi...
_________________________________________________

happy valentine to dutaku!
to wa,fi,sol too.
to Y3A! babies,i miss you babies!
to ecal husni anis nisa,to u guys too.
to izzy,meldora,dayah,irmama,amz,batek,safiah.
to everyone who entered my life,who stays and who leaves.
happy valentine to u all!

ahamay!

kedut pusat tak tak tak.

2009-02-10T09:17:00.003+08:00

amahokoy.

its been a long long long time eyy.

im here in the clubby.
they say its like sheesha place.
ok now i know hows sheesha places
looks like.
sedih pe.

anws,last friday was the last s&w lesson.
tsk tsk.
but i managed to get up that bloody 11.5 metre wall.
baik dok.but i hanged at the 10m mark for like
i dunno how long.oh well.
i got up.that was my aim.and i achieved it.
coolio!

and last saturday.
met the MCC main comm
and Darul Ma'wa kids.
bowled.shoutings.longkang cheer.
the bad-fall(s).
i miss the 2 girls.=(
ouh and i bumped into yut and nyayi kamal.

sunday was study day.
read the whole Pharmacology notes.
and today there's class test.
let see how it goes.

whats a bigger deal
is.................
there's NSL PHASE TEST todayyyy!
i didnt practice the last 2 lessons.
so...im not panicking.but..wish me luck.
its at 2.
im not feeling the heat yet.
but confirm in lecture
im goona be like lipas kudung
or mcm monyet kene belacan.
damn damn damn.
ok no.
chill ami.

ok..ciao.
Pharm lecture at 10 later.
pls listen to the lecturer ami,
for the last time atleast.
ok bye.

______________________________________

i hv to return it back.
but how?
i'll just leave it outside the door can?
______________________________________

going back to dunearn on thursday.
cant wait.
i miss mummy.
bibik ku.
both bibiks.dang!
ok now really bye.

ahamay.

tanpamu.

2009-01-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

amahokoy.

its already 2335hrs.

im still up..guess what.

doing AAP hw.

ape angin pon tak tahu ye.

but Alhamdulilah,rajin aku.

bukan ape,its time for a change ey Ami.

i dont want the lecturer to get mad.

cos' she has been spoon-feeding us ever since.

im not that decent ppl.

ppl say they thought i was an obedient student

yada yada yada.

well everyone has their own flaws ey.

even the decent innocent guy can turn into a demon.

okok.

actually this will be a short update.

and im kinda mad at some ppl.

not informing their team members about

cancellation of the gathering.

not informing about attire.

what else you gonna miss?

oh well.

human beings cant run from mistakes

you may say.

ok whatever.

______________________________________

on a lighter note.

heres a very nice song,Tanpa by 6th sense.

meski pagi itu indah

tapi akan sunyi tanpamu

menemani aku sepi

tanpa

cintamu aku resah

tanpa

kasihmu aku hampa

tanpa

dirimu aku..mati.

______________________________________

ahamay then.

rindu hati rindu.

2009-01-18T19:56:00.007+08:00

amahokoy!

its been awhile eyy.

i declare myself being tired

emotionally physically and mentally.

with assignments.

with school hours.

with training,not so lah huh.

but i dunno.

im just so tired every single day.

grrr.

someone's birthday coming.

and i miss afie wanie soleha.

its been ages.(exaggerating,duh!)

we'll meet soon k babes.

just a quick update on my weekend.

saturday morning was spent

with the indian families in admiralty.

celebrated Pongal with them.

me and effa and a few others

followed their customs and

we did congee/porridge.

there were cows.dance performances.

the atmosphere was undescri-bubble.

but i sure had fun despite..ya.

for me to know.hehe.

and then the afternoon,

rushed to school.

but i was late.

so tumpang-ed sharul to the Kovan Hub.

watched Paduka performed.twice.

and the girls beside me just couldnt

shut their mouths right.haha.

but i prefer the 2nd Karut performance.

hehe.

ok go!

today

was spent at Cik Imah's.

kak Niza's engagement.

but we didnt got to take a photo with her.

oh wells.

well wishes ya!

ahamay then.

rumah terbuka.

2009-01-11T18:29:00.006+08:00

amahokoy!

i thought id update on open hse.

but first.lets update on

futsal match on tuesday.

organised by the beloved irmama and adee

and friends.

consolation not so bad lah.

we had fun.i had fun.

with dayah.nisa.fiza.

at the not so good incident happened.

ok whatever.asal semua org selamat ye.

on weds had rehearsal for our performance.

it was so-so.

our performanced was recorded.

some channel8 tv show.

then on thursday paduka's performance.

i actually skipped CMBio to watch them.

but i was ''mending the booth''

and so i missed it.

the next day Adiratna's performance.

it was on friday.

had no lesson that day so came down early.

hanged around the booth.

take photos next door

at the photography vlub booth.

i swear their memory card

must be all filled with our photos.

too bad.its free mah!

the more the merrier mah.

so how was performance?

some mistakes here and there.

didnt smile here and there.

but it was good.

a relief when its over.

but i wished we were up on stage again.

ouh and i forgot.

pusatan came down

but she was L-A-T-E!

naik teksi pon lambat.

haha.

kidding.its ok.

lain kali dtg awal ye.

after performance.

head back to clubhse a little later.

changed.sat awhile.

and then i left to meet Effa and her classmates.

they had a mini surprise for her

belated belated birthday.

its the thoughts that count ya.

haha.

kasi jugak jam tu!bluergh!

ouh we went over to dr eugene's.

quite a comfy place.atleast for him.

watch Maid of Honor.(i want to watch again.)

makan.drink.makan again.drink again.

watch some photos of his.

then at abt 10.45 we left.

cabbed home.

and thats it.

thats school for my 1st week.

coolio.

ahamay.

ps: merajuk ahh!grrr.

penat oi!

2009-01-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

amahokoy!

yes fat!
nah amek kau.=P

nama saya fatimah.
nama pendek, timah.
pendek lagi, fat.
lagi pendek lagi,Ah!
-cheers session on thursday night.
HEHE!

yesterday Adiratna performed
during open house.up on stage.
coolness!eventhough i was kinda tensed.
with my lips like that.
and my legs aching.
and the audience.
and whoevers there.
and whoever not there.=(
blablabla.

the photos not fully uploaded yet.
i mean waiting for photos
from others also.
so i'll update again soon k fat!
link me babes!

i dont feel quite right,
right now.
since just now actually.
sheesh.

ahamay then.

ps: yet another tiring week next week.
pss: missing ___ alr.

sleep over spells awesome!

2009-01-04T22:44:00.007+08:00

amahokoy.
new year new year.

new years eve was spent with
(from left)
anis,myself,nisa,husni ressal
and res gf,aznita.
can see that we'r kinda awkward
i mean aznita and us and vice versa
but its ok,yes?
should invite her more ya res.
went to Centrepoint McDs for lunch.
we were damn loud.but heck.
over to Istana park.for sharing session.

went to National Museum

to know that its free entry to the

galleries.fuhooo!

and then left with 3 of us.

the singles and not so single one.

HEHE.

couldnt catch the fireworks.

so had to head home.grrr.

the next day.

new year itself.

brought bibik out jalan jalan.

to Sentosa,to City Hall,Peninsula

Esplanade,Merlion,Bugis,Arab Strt.

i felt like a tour guide that day.

and a photographer too.

and then the weekends was spent in school.

with MCC mates.the supposedly camp.

but we sure do had fun.

the uno stacko.

the nightwalk.

the after subuh lepak.

the karaoke,i will survive song and 'clubbing'

moments.

the soccer game with the guys and dayah and nisa.

the al azhar meal with them.

the cleaning up session.

FUN FUN FUN!

we should have it again some time eyy.

im missing the people already.

meeting them again tmr anw.

training dok.

peformance friday dok.

pon-dok betul.

hehe.

okie.

tmr school term starts.

i kinda looking forward to it.

some are still in their hols mood.

but come on.

wakey wakey.

rise and shining everyone.

hehe.no link.

what fun i had the first week of

the new year.awesome awesome.

so hello new year.

hello school,till then holidays.

ahamay!

goodbye 2008,hello 2009.

2008-12-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

amahokoy!

its my 55th post.it means nothing

but its the last post of the year 2008.

im not really a resolution kind of person.

not that i dont have any

but well.its for me to know.

its funny how time really flies.

its already the end of the year.

thirty first december 2-0-0-8 babe.

how fast.

getting into poly,school of,you know what lah.

its nothing bad,nursing lah ok.there i say it.

(like somethin bad huh,but no,its fine!)

ok,getting into poly.

getting into P26.into T13.into L04.(my classes)
getting in and out of spyroz(softball club)

getting into Adiratna.into MCC.
into Iftar main comm.

into Kuching Trip.

being hitched and then being left.

getting back up on my feet again.

getting to know more people

being with different group of friends

the friends i have and the friends i made.

the old the new ones.

one word,priceless.

family, not forgetting.

here at home,the only present ones

are me and my mum.

my 2nd sis is in Melbourne.

my dad's at work.

my 1st sis with her family.

''not complete'' here.

but what can i expect from them.

what a year,yet again,ive went through

with my family.

im a very bad daughter,i know.He knows.

im holding on.because at the end of the day

they are my strength.my hope.my everything.

how i wish i could express everything to them.

to my mum,actually.

lets just do it here.

im sorry mama,for whatever ive done wrong.

im sorry.

ok.macam ter-sidetrack.

ter-emo kejap.

special dedications:

to fiwasol:

you know i love u girls.

we've known each other for 6yrs and counting.

we've been through alot.

rmbr soleha,the ''cold war'' we had.heh!

miscommunication misunderstanding here and there.

but we still grew strong.

im sorry for not being free when you guys are.

and for being free when you guys werent.

but what they invent cellphones for right.hehe.

saranghaeyo girls!

to anis,nisa,husni,ressal:
thank you for today.

eventhough its just a simple

chit chat session.long one actually.

but its nice to sit down and catch up eyy.

though we dont really have the time to meet

but we'r just a beep away right.

to the 3 of you,all the best for Os results.

im sure it'll be fine.not to worry.

to ressal,jaga tweety tu baik baik ok!

to sidekicks:-

SAFIAH,mintak ampun sebab selalu panggil Subway ye.

and jangan tinggalkan Adiratna pls after stepdown.PLS.=)

hehe.and to the rest of the sidekicks.

Kiki,Dayah,Amz,Mel,Fiqa,Irma

thank you for being the people i can call friend.

and thank you for backing me up the last time.

thank you for 8th October.

thank you for spending ur 8th October with me.

to Atiqa,Yanti and Eerababy. =P

Y3A! babes.im glad ive found you people.

everything just feel right when im with you ppl.

i had fun myself making you ppl laugh and smile.

and i never and never will

regret being ur dearest Kak Tek.

love you all.

to Syarifah , Dian , Kak Ayu , pusatan
to Effa:

im so thankful i found a friend in you.

eventhough the difference of age

we clicked.

im thankful to the attachment posting.

im thankful to the Kuching Trip.

but im thankful to Him to have found you.

insyaAllah persahabatan ini akan berkekalan.

amin.

ok done with dedications.

now for myself.

i guess i suffered enough.

love life i mean.

i lost someone.

and i wish him all the best with his partner.

and now im moving on.

i have moved on actually.

im wishing right now.

and i really hope it'll come true.

pray for me.

thank you.

thats 2008.

hello 2009.

all i ask,is for 2009 to be like 2008.

but a better one ofcourse.

im doing great with the company.

the friends i mean.

alhamdulilah.i love them all.

thats already fine for me.

ok i think its time for me to hit

the publish button.

wanted to post this before it hit 12.

but its already 12.20.

and im jealous cos he can catch fireworks

infront of his doorstep.

sheesh!

ok then.

goodbye 2008.

Happy New year and Salam Maal Hijrah

to the rest of the people i know.

cousins.classmates.AMINE.and everyone else too ya.

much love,

nuramira roslan

i wanna grow old with you.

2008-12-31T01:53:00.004+08:00

i wanna make you smile,whenever your sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all i wanna do is grow old with you

ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the fernace breaks
oh it would be so nice growing old with you

i miss you kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold
i need you feed you
even let you hold the remote control

so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed if you got too much to drink
oh i could be the man who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you.

why not give myself a chance, right?

kampong.

2008-12-30T23:22:00.022+08:00

ape khabar orang orang kampong? - saiful apek

lets recap from last friday event:

Effa's birthday.

that thursday night,the night of Christmas.

went to surprise Effa.

im bad at lying..but i managed to ''shut her up''
i meant..she was speechless.awwwww.

i was finding ways to surprise her.

wanted to go over her place at 12 sharp.
ended up meeting her at abt 11pm.

asked bibik along.

then the next day.

her birthday itself,26.12.08.

it was attachment day.

last day though.so it was kinda fun.

we did whatever we had to

with regards to patient lah abeh!
but this time...mcm terpakse but still
with a smile on our faces.

got to know our grades.
(this girl ah very naughty-CI Lilibeth.hehe)
then cake time.

entered the ward's Dayroom and.....

''happy birthday to you...happy birthday....''

sing song.cut cake.eat cake.sabo ppl.

eat cake again.and there u have it.

i swear i had fun this time round.yet again.

with effa around im sure to have fun.

serious serious.

so then....the night of 26.12.08.

where i left for Gemas,Negeri Sembilan.

my aunts kampong home.my cousin's wedding

went as a representative for my family.
travelling alone was fun actually.

no mama to tell me not to do that

do this.dont go there go here.

HEHE.sorry..im bad,i know!

but still pakcik makcik will still

have the chance to shout at us.

that aside,i did have fun with cousins.
abg amin karenah.walaowei.
pecah perut babe.
photo sessions.snapshots on my own.

fuyooo...fun fun fun!

at first,at the station..i was like feeling like..
somethings not right..like i didnt wanna leave.

but i was in the train.
and soon to know.i was heading home already.
slight delay.but still reached home in one piece.
so yea..alkisah ye.

as soon as i reached the homeland.
actually after the wdlands checkpoint.
after the 170 draggy ride,i phoned iqa.
spoke to iqa mel kiki eera and yanti.
rinduuuuuuuuu!
i still rmbr when the phone was passed to yanti.
haha.ahh terpekik oii!
mcm lame gitu tk jumpe.

rindu sgt sgt~!

so ya.

that was yesterday and yesterday yesterday.

today...
i just got home from orchard road.

out shopping with my grandaunt and mama.

i got shoes and sandals and tops.i loike.

thank u very very much!

im gonna wear it tmr.hehe.
tk sabar noh.

plus tmr gonna meet the HARAM gang.
cant wait.finally everyone's gonna be present.

so..yup.

enjoy the photos below.
=)

in the train, destination: Gemas.

kampong fever

wedding day,28.12.08.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Abg Azhar&Kak Siti

destination: to Singapore

till then Gemas,hello Singapore.

love,amira.

ps:how i wish i could take up

Diploma in Photography instead.sheeshh.

ahamay then!

2008-12-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

i saw this on Mel's multiply.
tersentuh hatiku.
rindu Kak Tek ye.
Kak Tek pon rindu korang jugak!

2008-12-26T18:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY burst-DAY EFFA!

one word..''pusat''
what i did was just so-so.
but i hope you loved it.
you do,dont you?haha.
kidding.
happy birthday again.
enjoy the chalet.
the strawberry cheesecake also.
if any of ur sisters eat,i hv nothing to say.

OK.
miss me,people!
im leaving for Negeri Sembilan
tonight.yea tonight.
tsk tsk.
yea it'll be fun.but i'll miss you ppl.
mcm nk pergi lame gitu eh.
oh well.miss me miss me.

sorry Adiratna.
i cant watch and support
you girls tomorrow.
but my best wishes.
go kiki go.and to the rest also lahh!
hehe.

sorry fiwasol
for not having much time
with u girls also.
even though the movie marathon
was kinda short a time.
but meeting u girls,u bet i was happy.

sorry to you.
miss u,u know.

today..

2008-12-19T23:57:00.009+08:00

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mistery

today is a gift thats why its call the present.

never i thought it'll come this far

and yet you'r here for just a visit

how about tomorrow, the day after

and the day next?

make me a deal..

pay me a visit

someday.

promise?

2 words : redha.tawakal.

tanjung katung airnya biru.

2008-12-16T19:25:00.006+08:00

Bunga C. Lestari - Cinta Pertama - Sunny

sunny…
sunny…
jantungku berdetak tiap ku ingat pada mu

sunny…
sunny…
mengapa ada yang kurang saat kau tak ada

sunny…
sunny…
melihatmu menyentuhmu itu yang ku mau
kau tak sempat tanyakan aku
cintakah aku padamu..

tiap kali…
aku berlutut
aku berdoa
suatu saat kau bisa cinta padaku

tiap kali aku memanggil didalam hati

mana sunny…
mana sunny ku…
mana sunny ku…

______________________________

________________________________________________

ps: i miss fiwasol.
pss: i miss Y3A babes.

outings outings outings.

2008-12-16T18:44:00.006+08:00

amahakoy~!

the other friday (12-12-08)met up with anis ressal husni for picnic over at westcoast park.was quite a pathetic space for us.more like a pathetic picnic mat.4 person squeezed in a small mat.ok lah.eat.played Uno,Taiti eat,drink,talk crap,ressal and his gay face.heh!then went to macds.planned where to go next.head over to ressal's place.he drove us to town then mount faber.initial plan was to head to vivo but street directory lah kan.sorry resss.go study the road ok.hehe!here's a group photo.others insyaAllah i upload on friendster.insyaAllah.

Saturday - (13-12-08)

had a family gathering.celebrating Wak's birthday and Alfian's circumcition.(?)

didnt got the opportunity to take photos with cousins and others.didnt have the mood and ilham actually.hehe.sorry gang.next time.ahhh..abg Azhar wedding in kampung ok!

Sunday - (14-12-08)

i tagged along to Melaka(sesungguhnya bumi Melaka,bumi berdaulat)

with parents,kakngah and bibik.long,draggy and sleepy trip.

but i sure had fun.except the toddlers behaviours.i swear i can explode but i maintain my cool.

photos taken,below.

i didnt know theres Perigi Hang Tuah.

oh wells.i sure had fun snapping photos.and etc etc.hehe.

okie thats abt it.

ahamay.

2008-12-12T10:31:00.013+08:00

amahokoy.

i just have a lot to update on.
so here are photos of the events
that took place a month ago
and the week before and yday.
so here goes.

event: wahyu ramadhani cukur jambul.heh!
with eldest sister with kak ita.

event: mega perdana '08

with amz

right:Y3A babes.satu satu tgh bingit pon sempat ye.

event: Joo Chiat with parents

was bored,thats why.

event: Standard Chartered Marathon

the 1am faces.

''stun-ning'' on the roads.

event: orchard road

with effa,the pusatan.

event: 11th dec,Henderson waves.

so there u have it.

im kinda getting ready to go out again today.

anis here at my place.

leaving for sheng sgiong.

getting some tidbits then we'll meet the guys

then we'r off West Coast Park!

a lil catch up to do.

i loike!

so ok then.

next post will be up i dunno when.

'cause next week's attachment.

___________________________________

i've went through some unfortunate stuff

in my life and it teaches me.

i find that for every step that we face

in this journey of life, it mkaes us more mature.

Maturity comes when you're able to make

the right decisions and move on with life

no matter how hard it is that you have went.

so i wish you good night

and always take good care.

-from duta ku

___________________________________

ps: i had a great time yday,thank u!

ahamay.

cerita punya cerita.

2008-12-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

amahokoy.

on the 7th.
saturday morning.
about 500 HS students were involve
in the Standard Chartered Marathon.
we departed from school about 2.30am.
i didnt feel sleepy abit.
thanks to the 3hrs sleep before.
i reached the checkpoint at about 3.30am.
after the whole big round the bus driver made.
i swear i was getting mad.but what to do.
im no biggy.

so as soon as we reach our site.
we were getting bored.
but lucky there was netti
and isaac and lifang.
maybe we didnt really communicate with lifang alot.
im sorry.
we sure got along well.me netti isaac.
beside the part where he actually showed his
middle finger to some pakcik along the road.
(aku baru nk kacau kacau pkck tu.oh wells.)

marathon aside.
after the marathon(more like walkathon for some)
me netti effa
board bus 13 and had brunch at geylang.
goreng pisang garing garing
lepas goreng letak atas piring.
just a tongue twister.hehe.
soon after we headed to joo chiat.
jalan jalan.search for effa's baju raya.
from joo chiat to kampung melayu.
got lost a while.came by a ''kubur''.
it seemed like a real one.but there's Takdir office.
went to pasar area.
macam2 pesen orang aku jumpe hari tu.
after pasar went over to TKC.
after awhile we left for home.

dalam bus pon ade orang tegur.
cukup dgn tendangan org belakang.
orang depan pulak tegur.
dah lah aku rase mcm nk muntah.
grrrrr.
nasib ade effa.
talking abt effa.
asal ade plan asyik tak menjadi je.
AH nk kene apply through net lah.
hujan lah.plan cancel lah etc etc.
nk gi skola malam tu pon kene buih.
teringat hamba Allah tu.hehe.
cheyy.
tapi apape pon.aku ok.
perkare dah lepas tak ye?

not forgetting,
a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUNNISA.
her birthday falls on 7th december.
happy 19th that is.
my wish for u;
how tough life gets,carry on
because u got a whole lot of
people who love u.
ur family,friends and me too.
all the best and...love u nisaaa!

before i end,
SALAM IDULADHA buat semua!
yg dekat yg jauh
yg selalu jumpe yg tak selalu jumpe
maaf kan lah teman mu ini.hehe.
salam sayang,
amira.

barely getting mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy.

aku dibius cinta.
ahamay.

break = boredness

2008-12-04T10:33:00.002+08:00

amahokoy.

its school break.
been a week.
kinda bored.nothing much to do.
besides training on monday.
and yday's recording.
last sunday's geylang trip.
i didnt know there was a kampung museum.

and there's kampung fest on the 27th.
adiratna's performing.
but i wont be in town.tsk tsk.
heading to negeri sembilan on the 26th.
pusatan's birthday.ok not yet.

theres alot of ppl to meet up with.
and there's only a week left.
with my mum around.i wonder how.
grrr.that aside.

saturday will be staying over in school.
cos at 0200hrs we'll be leaving for
the different destinations.
kallang,east coast etc etc.
most HS students involve in the
Standard chartered marathon.
the race starts at 0430hrs.
yet again..i wonder how.grrr.

someone asked me to listen to
1234 by plain white t's.
very sweet song.
totally.
_________________________________

you make it easy
as easy 1 2
1 2 3 4.
_________________________________

ahamay.

adil, tak adil.

2008-11-29T15:17:00.004+08:00

when someone's angry, they dont know hell abt what theyr saying.
do they?

it has never been okay.
may i say that?
maybe its a good asset for them.
make them proud.

12 or maybe 3.
but it doesnt matter.
its alright.
maybe a bit.
just a tinny winny bit.
its life eyy.

people grow up.
they need space.
they need time of their own.
maybe not too much,yes.
but they need it.

its never ending,this issue.
one after another.
never satisfied of anything.
we need to give in.
yes,we do.
a lot of sins done.
too far done.
our apologies.

not trying to compare.
just where is our fair share?
_________________________________________________

dont wanna talk about whatever's
written above.
no more.but it just keeps coming right?
dont ask 'cause u wont get it out of me.
period.
_________________________________________________

''andainya aku punya waktu
masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
saat indah bersama mu
sayang tak berkesempatan
abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

salam ku yang terakhir.''

makcik makcik.

2008-11-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

harap maklum.
bahawasanya ujian penggal pertama bagi semester ini
telah disahkan tamat pada Khamis, 27 Nov 2008.
tepat jam sepuluh pagi tadi.
dan saya,Nuramira,dengan sukacitanya,
mengisytiharkan permulaan hari cuti
bagi pelajar-pelajar Diploma dalam Kejururawatan.
terima kasih.

gerek kapaaaaaa.
holiday oiiiii.
attachment 2nd batch oiiiii.
blh hooray hooray oiiiii.

ingat dah blh tido.
NR menyibuk ah.
tapi kene buat oi.
habis kene cincang dgn Dr Mei nnt.

gonna meet yanti later.
then will meet wanie for awhile.
i sssooooo miss fiwasol.
and the babes!
tsk tsk.
its-so-kayy.

yday had a good long chat with resss and zahirah.
when the SIs unite.kecoh kapa.
pity them.but stay strong ppl.
life is unfair,fair.what say u?
tapi dugaan Tuhan.takdir.
terima dan redha ye kengkawan.
cheers.

okie.
ahamay!

2008-11-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

mama baba are away.
KL.grrr.
common test babe.
thats the why tk ikot.

ok...
let me do something.

Tagged by Nisa
Rules & Regulations:

Each player of this quiz starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about you.
People who gets tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

#01- im a purple-freak.
#02- im a bad liar.(which is good whatt)
#03- like a durian (hard outside,softinside)
#04- will fall sick easily. like every month.
#05- get along with ppl easily (my bibik says so)
#06- ppl mistook me as my nephew’s mum.(helllooooo.makcik makcik ni pon.)
#07- badly want to be a parade commander.
#08 still considering to join the police.
#09- badminton is fun.
#10- 10 is my favourite number.

I don’t wish to tag nobody so..
if u wish to do,carry on babes.=))

okie.
i did it ok nisa.

actually im already set to go out.
i'll leave at 2.
160 confirm lambat.
grr.
gonna makan at IMM.

mayb should blaja also hor.
i should be studying lah actually.
but yday the whole day was spent on my notes.
fuyooo.
later on tonight must revise again.
tmr FON and NSL.grrr.
keselamatan man.

ok then.
i'll end it here.

ahamay.

picit picit lekas.

2008-11-21T08:02:00.000+08:00

amahokoyyyy.

was it 13th nov.
my last post?
fuyooooo.
long eyy.

last friday met up with wafisol.
miss them miss them.
ouh i actualy dreamt of zahirah also.
haha.
rindu kapa geng!
rase rasenye bile dpt jumpe mkck tu?
tkpe lah.bdae pon dah nk dekat eh.

and the last saturday.
had first aid session.
bandage here and there.
''operate'' the stretcher.
then off to movies with duta.
madagascar.
funny funny.
esp the faces Alex does.
and the monkeys who insist on
getting maternity leaves.
HAHA.

then sunday.
kendarat.
tiring but with ernnie and anis
around.its not that boring.
rupe rupe nye adik pengantin.
schoolmate aku dah.okbye.

then came week6 of school.
studied all the way.
tk lah all the way.
blh mati oh.
brain full.
next week's CT mannn.
cepatnyeeee...
takut nyeee....
grrr.

so i guess...
i dunno when's my next post.
so...

ALL THE VERY BEST
for those sitting for
COMMON TEST next week.
study ok ppl..
i've only done my AAP revision though.
more to go ami.

i miss my Y3A! babes.
especially the baby.
dah lah tk skola.e-learning sibuk ah.
met iqa the other day.
met yanti alot alot during study session.
so ya....
rindu rindu
hatiku rindu
terkenangkan oh juwita ku.

hehe.
teringat abg zaidi.
yang buluh perindu hor.
not nandir.

_______________________________________

''tuhan sengaja menduga kita
di mana kesabaran manusia''

''bukan sekali jalan berduri
hanya tuhan yang pasti mengerti''

''semua ini bagaikan hempedu
seperti racun menusuk dikalbu''

''sesungguhnya bumi Melaka,
bumi berdaulat!''

ok that last one was out of point.
HEHE.

_______________________________________

everything happens for a reason.
people get mad easily and
when they'r mad,things get out of hand.
and they'll talk crap.
its hard to win anyone's heart.
its also hard to follow everyone's wish.
________________________________________________

should i or should i not?
should i stay or should i go.

bak kata pepatah lagu
karut pattani nye Teh Anang
''picit, picit lekas!''

ahamay.

seumur hidup aku.

2008-11-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

the pass few days has been sucky.
suck suck suck suckitty suck suck suck.

from monday.finishing the SAWI
till 3am.
tuesday, stressed over practical test.
then went to help effa with hew SAWI.
till 3am again.
yesterday also.but only till 12am.
but i was late for CMBio lecture today.
for an hour.an hour late ami.
not blaming anyone really.

ouh i missed about yesterday AAP lecture.
some of us were chased out.
no lah.ok.we were asked to leave the lecture hall.
i admit i wasnt paying attention.
i was listening to mp3 quietly.
tried to hide myself.
but yea..was labelled mischievous.
the other time i was labelled defiant.
yesterday,mischievous.
what to do kan.
i take it in.
but i cant stop thinking it over.

then today.
i dunno eh.
issit the weather?
im not on pms.i dunno.
people around me are all moody.
problems here and there.
one by one problem comes problem goes.
and come again.

then after CMBio,my dear lecturer
said something that hits me damn bad.
like i was the only one at fault.
thats the why man.

i can cry anytime right now.
already did.
and going to.
its that sucky my week is.

i dunno what to say man.

oh sucky day.
oh sucky day.

________________________________

seumur hidup aku
ini yang pertama
aku dihalau oleh
si doctor ******.
________________________________

ahamay lah ppl.

teh anang teh anang.

2008-11-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

im sleeppppyyy.
no offence effa.
and im not blaming you.
really.no worries.

yesterdayyyyyy!
Alhamdulilah i got hypocount.
i can cry i tell you before that.
i wasnt even paying attention during lecture.
i was talking my way during Pharmaco.
i was practicing for prac test actually,with Lala.
i was paying 0% attention during AAP.

lepas lagi satu beban.
SAWI i mean.fuhooooooo
dah habis oiii!
mcm CITS ah.
menyusahkan orang bets.

okok.

ouh Monday.
we had training.
and we surprised the Nov babies
Irma and Eera.
tipah tertipu tertipu tipu ter tipah.
hehe.
Sap-buih sgt lah ye.
Sap tk buih lah Irma.hehe.
and we soo had fun during training.
with me doing the cheer movements.
the Sireh Bertepuk the ragam.
haha.so gayy!sure it was fun.

ok ppl.
im sleepyyyy.
but i have class at 1.
which is 20 minutes from now.
grrrrrr.
okie.ciao.

____________________________________

antara rapat saf
dan sendatnya urat saraf
airmata mengalirkan insaf
bibir terukir kekata maaf
ampunkanlah segala dosa dan khilaf
sekali lagi,maaf.
- noridah kamari

____________________________________

ps: ressal,jgn marah luhh.
bukan aku tk nk join sey.
aku ade hal sey.
kirimsalam tweety eh.
hehe.

ahamay.

should i stay or should i go.

2008-11-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

just got back from dikir training.
today was fun fun fun.
liana eh.suke ketawe kan orang.
aku dgn ketiak bukak.
cheer steps.etc etc.
hehe.
it feels good acting gay.
but i dont like looking at fahmi
when he's ''gay''.HEHE.

oh wells.
im suppose to carry on with SAWI.
mr lim so nice he extend
the dateline till tmr noon.
i must finish it today!MUST!
and tmr prac test!
double stresss again..
grrr.hope for the best ami!
pray hard.InsyaAllah Amin.

today was kinda boring i must say.
without Nisa.
and tmr Nisa not coming again.
double bored-ness.
hurhur.

ouh Nisa (nuranisa) asked me out tmr.
with Anis Husnie and the rest.
but i dont think i'll join u guys.
so sorry.
i'll make it up alright.insyaAllah.

______________________________________

hope you feeling better.
have a good rest.

_______________________________________________

rindu rindu
hatiku rindu
terkenangkan oh juwita ku...
_______________________________________________

ahamay.

SAWI.KANGKONG.KAILAN.

2008-11-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

reached home about 1030 just now.
from school.from clubhouse.
stayed to do SAWI again.
i mean.i just started actually.
i wrote the description part ONLY
for almost an hour.and still not done.
whatever.

taking a break awhile..
i'll carry on soon.
but i hv to finish it.today.tonight!
tomorrow no time.
got family gathering.
so have to help out from morning.
wahhh..confirm plus guarantee chop.
i'll look like a zombie.(bedek ahh!)

yesterday had briefing for Mega helpers.
fuhooo.cant wait for sunday.
cant wait to work work work.
all the best to the flower girls.heh!
jgn marah huh!

ok i've been feeling ''sick'' the past few days.
i dunno.i kinda lack 'the sleep'.
andd..NSL pracs next tuesday.
SAWI due on monday.
common test nearing.
dang!dang!dang!
cepat nye mase berlalu!(upin ipin voice)
betul betul betul?
HEHE.

oh wells.
gotta continue with SAWI.

__________________________________

im in no position in doing so.
you neednt know.
i'll close my eyes.

__________________________________

ahamay.

tanam apenye nisa?

2008-11-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

wah wah nisa.
what tanam tanam!?
my pasal ah i never update.
my blog what.
kate freedom of speech.
update salah tk update salah.
cheh!hehe.

attention:this post content is just what the blogger
feels like sharing/saying and the blogger meant
no harm and.....ya.peace~!

talking about freedom of speech.
during SAW1 lesson.or sawi(malay word for a type of veggie)
i forgot what veggie it is.hehe.
btw its,Spore and World Issues.
the topic was about,
''Racist bloggers jailed.''
about 2 young chinese men.
posted inflammatory racist and vicious remarks
about Muslims and Malays.

my say would be,
yes,by all means create a blog.
blogs are your personal space.
having your freedom to say A to Z
about anything.
but the people should also realise
that anybody and everybody would
anywhen bypass their blogs
and pause
and read.
and furthermore Spore is a multi-racial country.
race and religious issues are by far
the most sensitive issue.

Nisa made me think for a moment in class the other day.
imagine if Singapore is having a racial riot right now.
dang!i cant imagine.so....whatever to that.
but it hits me.
how do we have peace with other races
when people are still having disputes
among their own race.
think for a second there.

on a lighter note,im not racist!
its just a topic.
and if i ever said hurtful things to anyone of you.
forgiveness i beg.
hari raya's over but its never too late.

________________________________________

life is never fair,you may say.
you'd wished for something
or maybe wanting something
to go your way.
we plan things our way,
but the result is in His hands.
always be postive
always hope for the best
always remember Him.
dont hope too much
maybe its your luck
maybe its destine
maybe its faith
but everything happens for a reason.
there's always a reason behind anything.
its not like,''its for me to know
for you to find out''
the answer is somewhere
somewhere over the rainbow.

the end.

nasi ayam vomitus?

2008-10-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

before i carry on about
whatever had happened this very day.

lets talk about saturday 25.10.08
MCC Jalan Raya.fuhooo.
it was fun fun fun.
besides the dada sakit part.
i did enjoy myself.
it wasnt as tiring as the adiratna jln raya.
i think because ramai org.
and we were like singing
more of shouting our lungs out
at the back of the bus.
singing to any songs that came to mind.

it was fun lah ya.
at the last house,Nisa's place.
kekek lah sia.
Ikhwan, Idris and the rest
were akad nikah-ing.
tak pernah pernah akad nikah
kene jawab teka teki eh.
paling kekek,penguin tergolek golek.
HAHA.

then we were all mintak maaf-ing
at the void deck and all.
very solemn ey?no?
hehe.

26.10.08
head over to kak yanni's place at bishan.
with syamil.
for her 20th birthday celebration.
walk around Junction awhile
before heading to her place.
i like her bdae cake.very nice.
very sweet of Kak Lin.
hmm..

mama baba came over with symail's parents.
then about 5+ we tumpang Cik Kino.
and we'r off home.
i wanted to watch High School Musical.
thats why i wanted to went home.
if not i would have stayed.
sorry gang!
hehe.

and todayy...this very dayy..
it was ok.
from morning till about lunch?
then had NSL practical at 2-4pm.
our topic today was about Insertion of Nasogastric Tube.
like for those who have diffilculty breathing and etc etc.
so i volunteered to be the patient.
like practically the lecturer insert the tubing.
througn my nostrils.to the back of my throat.
i swear its painful.ok lah uncomfortable.
VERY uncomfortable.
i was tearing up alr.but lecturer carry on.
i carried on.
and for awhile i had gag reflex.
but i still carried on.
but i think the vomitus couldnt hold.
and yeah..i vomitted like alot alot.
infront of my classmates.
damn malu.and sorry.
the fact that i vomitted.and they couldnt
experience it on a real patient.
like.just try to get what im trying to say.

so maybe tmr.christina or geraldine's turn.
my beloved classmates,
please,dont let that result lead to you ppl
scared of trying out okay!

okok.
i need plain water.
lots of them.
down my throat.
hehe.
okok.
done.

ahamay!

shit happens.

2008-10-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

amahokoy.

im still not out of my guilt box yet.

i sense the ''gap''.

maybe no more trust?

what say you?

your honour,may i be the first to object?

___________________________________________

back in secondary school

people say soleha and i look alike.

and damn was she pissed abt it.

she will go ''bvfihqegvur3rv''

when anyone say we look alike.

haha.

and just last week,fattanah(paduka)

asked us,us being me and yanti,

are we sisters.

i told him,''a'ah.aku 18,dia 17''

member percaye lah seyy.

then ikhwan said me and yanti
look alike also.then fir, or was it hazril?

sibuk jgk kate we look alike.

hahaha.sukati korang lah.

but fattanah case really kekek.

he actually believed us.

aiseymann!

here's my real sister.my eldest sister.

i dunno why i post this photo.

but yeah.just feel like it.

and here's the lil boy who perasan he big alr.

he's my remedy.

busu mira kau ni clown ke?

eveytime he looks at me,

he'll give this miang smile and laugh.

haha.

i had a great long talk with effa just now.

sensitive topic i must say.

dari kat traffic light.

sampai ke busstop.

jalan ke lot1.jalan jalan kat lot1 lagi.

balik ke south view balik ye.

but thank you for listening.

and you're welcome as well.

ouh i loveeee the tumbler.

and i couldnt resist designing my own.

and so i did.probably about 1hr or so.

and yea..satisfaction yet again.

thank you for the tumbler hor!

''bagaimana kita ingin maju....

bagaimana hendak bersatu padu''

-quoted from Selembut Sutera

i guess this dikir song reflect our situation.

i mean,it describes the situation.

no?

i miss fimihawa.

sorry sols.couldnt meet you.

saranghae ppl.

ahamay!

ADIRATNA Alumni and 5 freshies jalan raya.

2008-10-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

amahokoy semue!

as much as i was unhappy about it.
the jalan raya still took place.

sambutan tidak begitu hangat tahun ini.
atas sebab sebab yang
munasabah dan tidak munasabah.
tapi insyaAllah tahun depan lah ye.
insyaAllah.
ape yang insyaAllah Ami?
aku pon tk tahu dah.

so attendance list:
Freshies: Ami,Yanti,Marissa,Eera,Atiqa
Alumnis/Seniors: Yaty,KakHuda,Tina,Fareeza,Kak Ilya and Fana.
itu diaaaaa.

nevertheless,i had fun.
we freshies sure had fun.
a good start for the 5 of us
to bond with the alumnis.
hehe.

so here's the photos.

over at abg Im's crib.

at atiqa's place.

kak nor's place.dunno who introduced me as rocker.

thats why yanti did the sign.grrr.

us,the Y3A! babes.

at amz's place. macaroni sedap eh!

last house @ Kak Huda's aka ular.hehe.

lastly,me and Yaty.

si dekni.asyik asyik

''Ami,timing!''

hehe.

overall,it was fun fun fun.

walaupun tk seberapa tapi..

lobang hidung mu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku.

chisss.salah type dah.

hehe.

alright alright.

cant wait for tmr!

i now you dont know.

bluekk!

hehe.

ahamay!

im sbu. =))

2008-10-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

haiyaaa.
my internet connection really suck
these days.

i couldnt update on the jalan raya with Kuching peeps.
i couldnt upload photos.
how sucky can it get.hmm..

and so..the 1st week in school.

how was it ppl.fun?

i say time really fly fast.

the first day was a ok.

besides the new modules and new lecturers.grrr.

got to see my classmates all over again.

got to meet some of the sidekicks,Y3A! babes.

got to meet...hmm..siape eh?

hehe.

alot happened this very first week.

good and bad.

i dunno how many days i met the Y3A! babes.

i dunno how many times i met effa.

i dunno how many times i met ___.

but it sure was a great week,to start off.

not forgetting.

on wednesday,15th oct.

it was shahirah's 17th birthday.

we got her a mini choc cake.
but we finish it up for her.grr.

ouh thursday we had the MCC meeting.

just the freshies with the P and VP.

a get to know session and sesi perbualan.

good to meet the other members

from the different departments.

i surely cant wait for the MCC jalan raya

which is next week.

fuhooo!

and yesterday.

we had S&W briefing.

i chose sports climbing.

with nisa.

there's ching hua and iwan and ibrahim.

and some others.

hmm..im quite happy with it.so ya.

after that met up with yanti.

she said she feels uneasy.so ya.we talk talk talk.

then came amz kiki atiqa.

L and amirr by pass us.

and we went off.

just me atiqa and yanti though.

klau eera habis siang dah balik tgt.

but i went home with effa instead.

sesampainya di rumah.chey!

i got ready to meet wa,fi,sol,nina.

jalan raya.met them at nina's.

then to my place,fi's and lastly wa's.

i missed sol's this time.

maybe i visit u some time okay.

must!

and effa's,not forgetting.hehe.

insyaAllah.

and so today.

im about to leave home actually.

going over to my cousin's place.

open house cum birthday party.

ain's 17th birthday.so i guess.just that.

tmr adiratna jalan raya.

yet to receive sms

abt the meeting venue and time.

so i'll be waiting.

i'll be meeting the Y3A! babes.

and sap!aku rindu kau!

and mel!kau pon!

hehe.see u ppl tmr.

hmm..something's missing.

i dunno what.

tak..tak rindu.

hehe.okok.

ahamay!

8th OCTOBER.

2008-10-12T23:11:00.001+08:00

amahokoy!

so heres an update on the 8th of october.
the very day..ami turns 18.cheyy!
but sad thing,ami wasnt feeling too good.
ami was sick but still..
its her birthday what.
must put up a smile.not forced ok.
but i really enjoyed myself.
till the very end of the day about 11pm.

so what happened on the 8th?

i got a wake up call.
bibik sang me me a birthday song.
''with'' amirza.hehe.

i had lunch with anis ressal and husni.
i was hoping to meet nisa.
we hardly meet.
the last time i saw them was like
during teachers' day?
and so..nisa didnt join us.
she wasnt feeling good also.
suare rock babe!haha.
and so the 4 of us,lunch-ed at Sinaran.
talk talk talk.
eat eat eat.
laugh laugh laugh.
after lunch we went jalan jalan
at Lot1 awhile before i take my leave.
chey.speaking eh ami.hehe.
then at abt 3.15pm i had to leave.

met eera.it was raining heavily.
sampai mama call.told me to be careful.
awwwww.hehe.
we were all late.meeting time at 4.
even the planner came late.hehe.
we were waiting for the rest outside PS.
then amin said he was there alr.
so i met him awhile.
said wanted to pass me my jersey.
and then tadaa,he got me ferrero rocher.
haha.but i cnnt eat ah amin.must keep.
having sore throat dah.but its ok.thx hor !

ok then we made our way to Mind Cafe.
where we played the 'Guess it Express it' game.
and had drinks.kiki and sap asyik refill je ehk.
haha.kate free flow of drinks kan.
ye tak ye aku.
then mel and irma came along.
ouh and sap was shocked by the news.
shit happens mah.what to do.
and..amz fiqa and dayah.only joined us for dinner.
they had class till 5 thats why.

we had dinner at pizza hut.
teringat 16th bdae aku.
kat PS pizza hut jgk.
8th october jgk.hehe.
i dont even know what pizza i had.
and i didnt have the appetite to eat.
but i have to eat,have to fill my tummy
with something even though im sick.
so ya..i ate.even dayah tegur me,why the long face.
haha.sakit lah dayah.

then,OPEN TABLE.
u know,i know lah kan.
after that,exhange of presents.
like,PRESENTation gitu lah.haha.
thank you everyone for the gifts.
after jalan2,shopping2,window shopping2,
we headed to starbucks at the cathay.
on the way,we camwhored
like anak terbuang kat situ.haha.
rabak.i was on the phone pon sempat pose.
hehe.soon i had to leave
nonetheless,the time spent with them
was gerek to the max.
eventhough shit happened,i have to enjoy life
and i enjoyed every bit of it.
thank you atiqa for the outing.
thank you atiqa irma mel for the cupcakes.
thank you yanti for the photo.
thank you amz dayah fiqa sap kiki for the sweater(eh?).
thank you everyone for being there and
spending my birthday with me.
awwww..nk nangis aku!hehe.

belum habis lagi.
i took 190 back..alone.
so sad.
hoping for them to board the bus with me.
but its ok.hehe.

my 1st sister made me rushed to my uncle's place.
rupe rupenye ade surprise dah.
she bought me a cake.
and everyone sang me a birthday song.
fuhooooo.and she got me a Fox top.coolio!
i looved it.thank u.
and im so touched by her sms.
thank u kaklong.love u!
my parents didnt get me anything pon.
hmm..its ok.raye mah.

after my uncle's place.
we went to my cousin's place.
dengan skirt sume aku gi jalan raye.
ahh bagos.thx eh!
oh wells.aku pasang muke tebal je lah ye.
then.dpt duit raye lagi.hahaa.
reached home abt 11+.
then i godeh godeh2 at the dining table.
my 2nd sister got me something also.
a paper bag,written,
''just for u ira, happy birthday
love ifa''
awwww.she got me a top as well.
ouh my 2nd sis calls me ira.hehe.
ape crite ni tahun ni dpt byk baju.
tapi tkpe.i loikee!hehe.
bukan itu aje.masok bilik.
then at my table
bibik wrote a letter to me.
'selamat ulangtahun adik''
thank u bik!u rock bik!hehe.

so thats about it.
my 8th october.
thank u to everyone who sent me birthday sms-es.
to whom i didnt reply or say thank u.
from the very bottom of my heart.
from the apex of my heart(cheyy AAP sume masok!)
THANK YOU very so much.
for the sms-es.
for the wish.
for your time.
for everything.
GOD BLESS.

ouhh SOLEHA forgot my birthday.
u wished me on the 7th.tkdah pakai.
bluek!

ouhhh.
and i received a phone call from Genting.
from effa lah!ingat dari siape?
hehe.glad she called.
actually i was hoping she called.
and she did!hehe.
thank you ye effa!

and now..
i couldnt upload any photos.
my internet really suck.
i think i hv to take into consideration of what amz mentioned.
change to wireless or something.hehe.
ouh and thank you alot alot
to amz
to sap
to fiqa
to irma
to everyone who were there for me.
u know i know.
if u dunno,i dunno what to say.
hehe.
sayang korang!

ahamay ppl.

balik kampong!

2008-10-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

my throatt very the soredddd!
haha.
bad english ami bad english.
kesian mummy ajar penat penat.
hehe.
im having a bad sore throat.
tadi dalam bus balik terbatuk batuk je.
kesian orang tu.
hehe.oops.

ouhh.
today.
T13 had a class bbq.
T13 is a combination of two classes,P25 and P26.
get it?hehe.
our mentor came down.
not full attendance but im sure everyone enjoyed right?
hehe.
the games wasnt a good one.
i mean..it didnt work out.
so..sad!hur hur.
i was the game planner.but no one seems to listen.
so ya.
we took photos and all.
crazy crazy pose.
and the girls started the fire okayy!
fuhoooo!i like starting fire.its fun.
no not the part where my hands will be all black.
but.its fun.like victorious gitu.hehe.
ok whatever.
bbq-ed bbq-ed.and..i realised
i only ate one chicken, one hotdog
i drank one 150ml ice lemon tea.and a cup of pepsi.
how sad.haha.come so far..eat a bit only.
but its the happy moments that made me ''full''
awwww!haha.
then i had to leave.
sorry christina!!really.
the games werent carried out.and i had to leave.
seriously i was gg home what.hehe.but sorry!lots!

someone fetched me!
teeheeheehee.
i had a fun bus ride.
u talk alot man.
haha.tats a compliment.=)

photos of 8th october and class bbq up
on a later date ok?hehe.

okie.
ahamay!

2008-10-10T01:46:00.000+08:00

eh amahokoy ppl!

since the girl put my name
and my father's name on her blog.

here's her full name..
NUR IZYAN RAZALEE

and her link. click here.

i didnt do anything then,
so now im doing something.

like what Sap said,PAH-ALA HOTAK!

2008-10-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

aku tk tahu mcm mane nk beri salam hari ini sebab..
entah..mcm tk tahu je lah eh.

okayy.
question: my friends mengaku yang they tagged at her blog?
ummmm..who's my friend?name?when die mengaku?

first things first,i mentioned,
i dont want to masok campur.
i dont want to have anything to do with her
or the shitty tags on her blog.

reason being..im not the bloody one who tagged.
and not even my friends.
get that in ur bloody heads.oops.orang pandai kan.
nk masok ape..university!?pass tu A lvls dulu lah eh.
then u can talk.talk lah many many.
my friends nk tag?
if they ever do that i'll kick their asses.
so stop going around blaming me and my friends.
from day one of that hate tag,it wasnt me.
and it hasnt been me.but still sukati awak lah ye awak nk percaye ke tk!
but pls..get this,i have other better things to do than to haunt her life.
so what if ppl hate tag her now?my freaking problem?

just accept the fact that those arent my friends
and me so stop blaming others.

first she blames me for not taking care of zul
now she blames me for making her life miserable.
and the best thing is that,even zul who had known me long enough
puts the blame on me.
i told them its their mess and they jolly well clear it up themselves.
but nooooo..they blamed who??
they blamed ME!thx ah.thx ah bro.thx!

okay,maybe i didnt take care of zul.
i was busy with school commitments.ccas and stuff.
but i did make effort to meet up.
and i did make time to text.

ape kate zul,tak sehaluan.
tak nak kite pendam rase rindu.
ya..ok..whatever.

fine,the two has only been officially together recently.
but since JULY.
since July..
the two has been sms-ing.
has been going out with each other.
he has been sending her home kan?
has been hanging around each other.
mcm tergantung tak bertali ye?
since July..when i was still attached to the person
name ZULKIFLI anak HASSAN.
SINCE JULY.
what have they been doing behind my back?
God knows lah kan.

and the Khilaf thing.
i came down to watch him.
and what she mentioned?
she got the freaking green light from zul to freaking flirt
with him.
and after the show,zul and his selamba face
can meet me outside and act perfectly normal.
pandai eh korang berlakon.satu pujian itu.bangga lah sikit kan.
thx ah bro.thx!

well.she parades him everywhere while i was still attached with zul.

i dont blame her.i dont blame zul.

but now she's blaming me for things i didnt do?!

THX AH!

the only thing the both can say is,

''sukati awak lah ye.saya dengan dia

dah tak nak ade kene mengene dengan awak atau

kawan awak lagi''

ehh..sejak bile kite ade kene mengene ni?

sejak bile aku nk tag?

takde mase lah seyy.

ni nak blog pon susah tahu!

well..let me just end this..

get this,

from day one,i didnt get involve or even question

the both of them for their doings.

so stop going round or go around the bushes

or merry go round round,

and saying thats me and my friends.

its just not okay.

fullstop.

i dont feel good.nenenenene.

2008-10-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

raya has been great so far.

but im feeling sick.super sick.

flu and my body aches like ****.

request to stay home please.

sayang sey weekend tk jalan raya.

baba tk keje.aku pulak sakit.

grrr.

ouh its the 5th.

happy 20th to Sufyan!

selamat ke berkhidmat utk negara ye.

majulah sukan uk negara.hehe.

ouh.

there's alot of October babies in my family.

1st,5th,8th,10th,11th,14th,15th,21st,22nd.

wow!banyak nye.beriburiburiburibu.

hehe.miss azli.ouh he smsed the other.

good to hear from you eyy.

ouh back to October babies.

and we used to Iftar tgt (if fasting month falls on Oct)

then we all of us will hold on to knife and potong togedageda

happy birthday..allah selamat kan kamu semue jalan.

keletah pakcik pakcik aku satu satu.

astaghfirullahhalazim.

haha.alhamdulilah.tahun ni bdae aku falls on Syawal.

yay yipidi yay!

hehe.

ok.

tgh merengek sakit pon blh blog ye.

aku sakit,burok.so u dont wanna know.

ok ppl.

dont drink too much soft drinks.

dont play in the rain.

--no link--

ok whatever.

ahamay!

ps:i miss Kuching.not that dayak guy okayy.

the fun times.

2008-10-03T10:58:00.001+08:00

amahokoy!

i got nothing much to update about.

just photos of raya though.

this was taken on the 1st of Syawal

my family with Yut (my father's grandmother;she's 90+ yr old btw)

arghh.

this yr we didnt take the big family photo

of Setok's kuncu kuncu.grrr.

its ok its alright.

okay.

these are photos taken yesterday

enjoys!

anak mude (dan giler giler) suke jalan raye.

annually bus ride.

syamil and i;the only 1990 in the big family.

ini lah gelagat satu satu dalam bus.

dah lah bus driver bawak mcm rumah satu satu lari.

dari yang kecik sampai ke dewase benar turut rase boring..

and last photo of the day.

berpeluh-ple aku.

ah pilih pilih!hehe!inside joke.

so hows ur raya ppl?

ada gerek kah?

ape kate.

-to be continued-

ahamay!

tanpa mengira miskin kaya.

2008-09-30T03:21:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

time check: 3.30am
dated: 30th sept

besok RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mum is in the kitchen now..
masak rendang.
my dad is still on his ketupat..or maybe lontong now.
haha.
i helped okayy!
just now lah.hehe.

i cant wait for 1st october.
meeting all the ''long-lost'' cousins pakcik and makcik.
(bedek ah long lost)
nk tahu dorang pakai colour ape.
yay yay!tahun ni naik bus lagi.
gerek.i still prefer kecoh-ing in the bus with my cousins
rather than having to shut my mouth in the car.
this yr no car still so too bad mama.hehe.peace.

salams to all my friends.
be it in poly or secondary school.
actually..message to all of you in my blog link.--->
not forgetting HS mates.fatin,effa,haz,aisyah, azizah, hanifa
zetapi family.mcc family.dan ramai lagi:

Salam Aidilfitri dari Ami/Amira.
Segala salah silap,terkasar bahasanye,
terperli ke,terkutuk ke,tergelakkan ke,
harap maaf kan ye.
manusia takkan lari dari membuat kesilapan
jadi sepuluh jari ditadahkan dihulurkan,
dari hujung dahi(eh apa dah dahi)
hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki
maaf zahir batin ye kengkawans.
sayang korang!

_____________________________________________

its amazing how people hide their misery.
they suffered alot.but still they'r strong enough to move on.
life is unfair?or the mankind should be blamed?

to effa:
you've been through all this since small
so dont back down.keep strong.
i may not be facing what you've been facing.
i may not know how it feels
but i'll be your listening ear.
anytime.anywhen.
remember,i wont bid goodbye to our friendship.
we may even be in the same boat.
but my situation is nothing compared to yours.
one word.REDHA.just like what you said.
so.......bsk aku kasi ketupat k!
cheers.

ahamay people!

berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan.

2008-09-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

ok second post.
meaning?im bored!

my mum just finished massaging (sounds wrong,as in vocab,no?) me.
i dunno whats up with my leg.right thigh actually.
muscle pull dah.tersampuk nisa dgn effa kot.
was standing outside Angsana (JB) yesterday,walking towards the car suddenly..
zaapppppp.piercing lah sey.

ouh and we were watching F1 just now.
sedih Hamilton.
but its a race.
when theres a winner theres a loser.
not just racing..everything lah ye.

ok now.....
im missing iftar moments.
dikir moments.
and Kuching moments.
tsk tsk.
iftar and Kuching trip was a back to back event.
luckily i can tahan.
and luckily i didnt fell sick.alhamdulilah.

what more to say.
im bored bored bored.
and wa..go studyyy!
MOB oi.hehe.

______________________________________

memukul gendang pelbagai gaya
amat meriah riang gembira
ramai bertandang di hari raya
tersenyum riang sanak saudara
________________________________________________

buang sudah.

2008-09-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

yesterday was by far the most vulgar day ever.

batal puasa aku.

but i thank wa for letting me come over.

get ur room cleaned pls.hehe.

sorry babe.

so who is this Jens.

im not saying that its her.

yea..hate tag.

but pls..menyemakkn tag aku eh.

ppl think im gonna attack her issit?

chill ah.im not as ''clever'' as *nn*.

guess who?hehe.

pape lah ye.

shit happens.always.

i got it in my head.i fully understand.

so buat bodoh je dgn ami ye.

you have raya to think about.

and also get that ketupat right.

ya..baba was anyam-ing the ketupat.

so i joined.try buat lah ye.

dari last yr tk dpt dpt oi.

so 1st try,lain jadi nye.

tangan ke mane bontot ke mane.

the ketupat i mean.takkan tangan aku kann.

2nd try,i did ketupat satay pulak.

achievement jgk tu.tapi tk dpt dpt.

last try..tadaaaaa.

jadi lah seyyy.

but sekali je.

subsequent try.hancur.

thx ah thx.

its ok.atleast i did once.without asking baba.=)

ouh my uncle came down just now.

without the twins.

masyaAllah.itu due budak.

hilang rupenye.

maids this days.leka benar.

tapi one thing i have to say,not all maids are like that.

kadang kadang ma'am nye yg mintak kene tangan.

ouh back to the twins.they'r just 2yrs old.

tk tahu mcm mane blh smpi kat tingkat tige entah.

tahu nk balik,gi hujung nye apartment.tapi salah tingkat dah.

baba was imitating them,

''kakak,agaknye ni rumah kite.sini sini''

imagine those two talking in ''their'' language.

confirm cute.

then mama and baba flashed back

when i got lost last time.

i was 2yrs old also.

it was at my grand-aunty's place at Bukit Permai.

somewhere in spore last time.

tk tahu mane aku merayau then this nyonya saw me and brought me home.

they say i was like one baby who attracts ppl attention.

with my toncet and boncet pampers.

haha.

i can imagine.

okok.

baba bising.

nk gi sheng shiong.

ciao.

puisi cinta.

2008-09-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

amahokoyyy!no more kabo.

guess who's back.back again.
ami's back.hehe.

so...Kuching eyy?
it was a splendid trip i must say.
the camp on the the 20th and 21st was a success.
except we cancelled the amazing race.(more of walking race)
everyone bonded so well.
a few funny ones.alhamdulilah no malu malu ones.

me and jennifer were damn exhausted that we toned down
once we got up the coach and plane to Kuching.
tido mati oh.wooo.
so we had to get ready at 2+am from Kismis loft.
reached Senai at abt 5+.sahur-ed along the way.
kesian makanan kene buang.
reached Kuching abt 8+ and off we went to Sarawak General Hospital (SGH)
visits ended at abt 4+.then we checked in the hotel.
room mates were effa, zana and fatin.
fatin astik hilang jek.aku smack baru tahu.
then at 6.left for shopping and dinner.
reached hotel (Merdeka Palace Hotel) at abt 10+.
we did our dance practice for a few times.
gallop oi gallop.hehe.then sleep sweet sleep.(like home sweet home gitu lah)

so 2nd day.23rd sept.
woke up for sahur at 4am.aku jgk yg bukak pintu utk housekeeper tu.
we had to meet at the lobby at 7.45 for the community visit
at Kampung Sebandi.orang iban long houses.
thats where we performed our berteraboh indian dance.hehe.
but still we enjoyed it.
we joined them for the sharing sessions.check ups.
we saw a lady breast feeding openly.
took photos with the cute toddlers and babies there.
visited the kampung.by the sea.camwhored like crazy with effa and the rest.
next we went to Lundu Clinic.i rmbred the doctor's name.
Doctor Matthew.hehe.he's english.power oh.their english is not bad at all.
cool huh.
ouh and we receive a lanyard.made of beads from them.and rempeyek and limau.
walaowei.
and there's 2 more hospital we went to that day.i forgot the name.
then effa couldnt tahan any longer so she did the nebulisation.
ofcourse lah aku risau kan kau.takkan psl kau kene marah pulak.grrr.
ah ketawe lagi ketawe.
then again.shopping and dinner.
that evening we dined with the director of SGH.a Doctor as well.
we received souvenirs again.a vase with spices.
Sarawak is known for the spices,black and white pepper.
so day 2 down.

Day 3, 24th sept.
the highlight of the trip actually.
but before that.we went to ATAS.bawah tarak?
haha.its actually stands for,
Anti Tuberculosis Association of Sarawak.
where we got to know abt Leprosy and TB there.
nothing much we take down notes.listen and as always someone will fall asleep.
without fail,every visit and presentation,someone will sleep.
but its not as bad as we were at the SGH.aku pon tido lah!!hehe.
so after the visit to ATAS.we went to CBMH.
Charles Brookes Memorial Hosp.
its more of a kampung hospital.
and they officially have 20 beds only.
and 9 patients currently.
sad to see their condition.
and for every visit we will stretch out our banner and take photos.
from CBMH we'r off to.......................
SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE. kwang3.i loike.
the place is really cool.tk lepas petik gmbr kat tangga klasik dorang.
we visited the exhibition of Bidayuh house.
Iban,Melanau,Melayu and Chinese house.
we missed the bidayuh performance.
when we were at the Iban house,izah rad and effa tried on the costumes.
manyak kaklar oh.dah lame buat keje ni?hahaha.
to think that she actually asked that qns.ok.inside joke.
Melanau house was the highest man.
effa got phobia of heights.hehe.sorry gang.
even ms Sarah's mum laughed at her.
took never ending photos.then next to the Malay house.
the lady's voice was superb man.terpegun aku.we ''played'' congkang and
left for the cultural show.
thats the highlight of the visit.
we watched the performers danced to the beats of each ethnic dance.
and my eyes cant get off this one hot and cute guy.
he danced real well.
then we were invited up the stage to dance zapin.
danced beside effa.enjoy kapa.then at the end of it i took a photo with the guy.
all of them as in the students and lecturers were like cheering and clapping their hands and all.
and i handshaked him.hehe.we shaked hands lah.after that i swear i kept on smiling.
even up the bus.i kept looking at the photo in effa's cam.
hehe.oopps.now im missing the place alr.grrrr.
ok.after that.shopping and dinner again.

last day-25th sept
was quite a short day.
everyone gathered at the lobby again.
photo-taking sessions.
presented the shirts to our tour guides and Imuda(our chaffeur.hehe.he swifts man!)
then we'r off to Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences @ UniMas
it wasnt as bored.someone still fell asleep.haha.
effa emo sikit.ape die nk tanye sume dah ditanye.haha.merajok merajok.aku jual kang.
i didnt join them to the class activities and all.
because nisa was in pain.
ouh what happened was that,during the cultural visit she missed her step down the stairs.
and muscle pull.kinda bad.
so teman-ed her at the ''lobby'' with ms jo and sharon.
blh bukak kedai reflexology sey aku.hehe.

after that we'r off to last minute shopping and lunch.for those yg tk puase lah.
i went around the shop with the seruling.
suka hati je aku blow and blow that thing.nasib baik tk kene halau.
end up tk beli.stakat beli specs je.hehe.
it was 4+pm when we reached the airport.everything settle abt 6.
the wait wasnt dull cause effa was there.
she and her crazy antics.eh credits sikit ah.
haha.tk tahu malu aku.
sat beside nisa and effa on the plane.
the weather wasnt that good.but alhamdulilah flight was fine.
we buka-ed Marrybrown on the plane.
by right cannot ah,by left hentam saja lah.
haha.Ms Jo jahat.
took photos and all.
whats best is,me and effa got to take photo with the airplane.
as in..ya..we got to take photo of the plane we were on.
tak sia sia tolong kau ye nisa.hehe.
kesian nisa kene duduk kat wheelchair je.
aku jgk kene entertain kau.
so alhamdulilah,reached sch abt 10.30pm last night.
got baba and mama to fetch me and effa up.
Amirza came along.
miss him like crazy.
dah boleh crawl anak sedare aku satu ni.
masyaAllah blh hilang sabar jage die tahu.hehe.

so ya.thats abt the trip.
i had fun with every single person who went along.
especially my on-the-bus mate, Effa.
giler ah kau.
it was a good one with zana.as in..
atleast we talked and spend the trip not like strangers.
alhamdulilah sesiape yg jatuh sakit,tkde pape yg mudarat.

ira,cuace agaknye,lagipun puase kan.gastric lah tu.
padan muke kene pakai lip gloss.wooo!hehe.

effa,please eh.aku tk pernah risau sampai gitu eh.
makan limau lagi,mkn chocolate lagi.
ketawe lagi,buat gelak lagi.makan chewing gum lagi!
gggrrrr.

nisa,lompat lagi lah ye.
sampai kene join mak nye ms Sarah duduk kat wheelchair.
haha.

kaya dengan pengalaman lah.
HAHA.
sock ching sock ching.buat kelakar betul lah.

okok.thats it.
overall,Kuching trip gerek to the max.
to my other leaders,congrats for the camp and trip itself.
a job well done.
jennifer i'll rmbr ur sleeping position and face.
hehe.
ok then.till then.

ahamay!
KUCHING!(photo-taking)

meow meow.

2008-09-20T10:28:00.000+08:00

amahokoy!

time check: 10.28 am.
im leaving home soon for school.for camp.
then monday im off to Kuching.
will be back on thursday.

right now im like half-hearted abt leaving for Kuching.
but wth.
no more turning back.
padahal leaving on monday eh.
grrr.

_________________________________________

last thursday the Iftar main comm
overnight in school.
it was fun but tiring night.
before that in the afternoon.
the girls went to gay-lang.
get the necessary items needed for Iftar.
and we barely took 30mins shopping for that.
then kiki suggested we sit at joo chiat.
just like what we did the other day.
dpt enjoy air-con jap.siape tk nk.
it was a very ''lembik'' trip.i dunno why.
ikut hati nk buke je.tapi we lasted till maghrib.
alhmadulilah.
then the night,after buka,we started preparing the barang2.
wash-ed the buffet set. bibik eh aku kene.
then transfer from clubhse to dorm.
we had our 2nd last meeting then by 12++ everyone were at the dorm.
but couldnt get to sleep because some busy doing banner.
some busy talking abt random stuff(hazman hazman)
we watched 'kelakar rabak' for awhile.
yey!hehe.
but i couldnt tahan do abt 2am slept for awhile and
3am we head down to KAP for sahur.
kite giler giler ni sume,posing kat road amik gmbr.
nmpk lampu je lari.bkn ape lorry lah oi!hahaha.
the session at the soccer court was kinda gerek.
hazman and his random-ness.stars,venus.
hafiz S with his crazy antics.
off for subuh prayers then sleeping time.

woke up at 9.
mandi-ed.meeting.and the guys went for friday prayers.
the girls cleaned up and lepak-ed awhile.
thats the most fun time.
adee giler ah dee.
otak kau.
i dunno where i got that laughter from.
i got quite a lot of photos but i wont be able to upload
at this very moment,sorry.hehe.

soon it was nearing 5pm.
my dil goes hmmmmm..mmmm.

lucky Chik Khaled reached on time.
i was kinda stressed.not really lah.just penat.thats why.
beginning of Iftar was quite slacky.but alhamdulilah.
Iftar dah lepas.fuhoooooooooo!
F&B side,i guess we did good.thank u to the helpers.
thx to all yg mandi air cucikn barang barang sume.
personally thank u to Amirr (Hamzameon)
it has been crazy and nice working with you.
and we did it!salutes!
_______________________________________

i hv to leave alr.
berat rasenye nk pergi.cheyy.
anws, to those yg tahu my situation right now.
yanti atiqa eera fat kiki mel.
IM OKAY,ok?not to worry.i'll be fine.
just that, u guys better miss me when im away.
sayang korang sume!
tsk tsk.

lastly,all the best to amz and fiqa for tonight's show.
sorry i cant make it to ur production.

alright then.
gtg.

ahamay!

goodbye my lover.

2008-09-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

i quote;

Gd bye. Its been a nice 10 months together.
Thx for everything. Ure still my friend.

---------------------------------------------------

its all over.

selamat selamat hari raya.

2008-09-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

amahokoyy!

i guess i'll update today because i wont have the time to.

tmr preparations for Iftar.friday Iftar.

then Sat till the next Thurs i'll be away.Sarawak,Kuching.

tsk tsk.

okok.jgn emo ami.

b2b (back 2 business)

what i did today?

actually wasted half of my day sleeping till noon.

then had to baby-sit Amirza.

so had to ask Jen to come over.

so sorry to make u come all the way here.

we discussed abt the trip and all.

sidetrack-ed abit.

couldnt do the slides.because my internet suck.

but yea..we'r on task.

Saturday's camp.ish ish ish.im so not prepared.

aiseyy.

ouh mama's kinda irritated and marah.

because of the sleep over in sch tmr.

what to do.

its for a good cause mama.

mak aku ni pon.dunno what to say.

sampai bilakah......

sile masuk kn lirik sendiri.

ok bye.

ouh and tmr's our 10th.

ish ish ish.

i dunno how many we've missed.

i meant celebrating or atleast meeting up.

sorry anta.

''btw gorgeous eh bulan malam ni.''

aiseyy.

im sad.i disappoint myself.

because i couldnt meet up with zul,wa,sol,afie.

because im too committed with sch stuffs.

not that im blaming whoever's involve.but yea.

shit happens eyy?

Roslan family (left)(this yr ade another handsome boy gg to be in our family photo);

Setok family (right)
that was on 1st of Syawal last yr.

and im kinda excited,cant wait for Syawal.

i've added raya songs to my phone.

jadi bsk blh dgr during overnight.coolio.

aiseyy.

fikir fikir balik.blh kire lah sey brape kali i buka-ed at home.

ish ish ish.

ape nk jadi ni.amahokoy betul!

hehe.

sorry mama hor.bkn disengajekn.

nk sengaje pon tk menjadi.grrrr.

ape lagi nk update ami.

think...think...THINK! (blues clues.hehe.)

i guess thats all.

happy 10th zul!

IMY.

_____________________________________________

selagi daya hatiku ini

akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli

bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti

ku buktikan cinta sejati

tak mungkin akan ku kesali

kerna hidupmu kian bererti

________________________________________________________

ahamay!

=))

2008-09-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Ngee Ann Polytechnic Malay Cultural Club
invites YOU to our Iftar.
but hang on..invitation for polytechnic and university students.
so those who lives near ngee ann or you're breaking fast alone
or you wanna save up your cash for something
instead of heading to geylang,do come join us.
ouh yes..we'r having RED as our theme this yr.
so do come in red.
and not forgetting those who wants to join do contact Atiqa @ 91155798.
thank you for your cooperation.
=))

amahokoy!

2008-09-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

kabo!

i havent share my clinical attachment experience hor.
well..here goes.
im posted to NUH,ward 41,a surgical ward.neuro mostly.
we were under the clinical instructor there,SSN Bavani and SN PeiLing.
there were great instructors.very patient and always reminding and giving us advices.
there was an incident.
the day when me and effa sat and read newspaper at the Day Rm (for patients and visitors)
of all days why must the Sisters ( we call the nurse manager,sister) walk pass us that day.
dang!
so ya..
one of them came in and ask us like are we supposed to be in that rm.
i was labelled 'defiant'.damn was i mad.
effa was said (seen) to be putting her legs on the table.like not ok sister.
i dunno why they want to cari psl with us.
smpi effa nk berhenti skola lah sey.yelah sgt.
aiseyy.a very bad incident.
but still we had fun there.
there was soniya.devi.hazwani.other staffs which i did get along with.cool eyy.
and the patients in my last cubicle i was posted to.
eventhough i think male patients are more leceh (no?)
i enjoyed my last week with them.
whats better i enjoyed my whole 3 weeks with effa.
giler lah hang.
terkopak terkopak rugi rugi lagi untung!
bahtera terapung..
haha.inside joke.
so there will be more of us k effa.
i wish and i hope will be in the same class in yr2 or something.
pls pls pls!

ok thats abt attachment.

and so yday i accompanied KiKi to bibik's.
at perkampungan melayu.
we took 154 there to waste time.
after returning the necessary items to bibik's
we walked around the bazaar.
sit at tepi tangga joo chiat complex,like literally sit ok.
wasted our time till like 3+.
we bought food and off we head for home.
i bought dengdeng.didnt know abg ayie's buying.aisey wasted my 8 frigging bucks!
but its ok.rezeki.
we were laughing on our way to geylang.
amahokoy lah.ahamay lah.
but we were dozing off on the way back.
penat jelajah bazar geylang dah.tk blh disalahkn.
hehe.

and for today
we had the 5th Iftar 08' meeting.
byk jugak meeting kite ye.
f&b didnt really have much to update so yea.
iftar this friday lah seyy.
insyaAllah everything will run smoothly.
mr khaled pls send the mknan on time ye.
we'r counting on you sir.

ouhh..
wanted to buka puase out with zul.
eventhough kat westmall,tk menjadi jugak.
mama called.aisey.
but i saw him at the interchnge.
ishh.just for that short while.
sedih hamba.
dah tk dpt jumpe.b4 gi Kuching agak agaknye tk jumpe jgk.
*sobs*
10mth lah seyy.grrrr.

okok.
ahamay=bye.